I meant I would possibly sacrifice a career. Sacrifices do hurt, you know...even when it's the right thing to do. Otherwise, it's not really a sacrifice. If I take this job, then I can make a year's salary in 2 months and then be home 24/7 the other 10 months. I am so torn about it because I care about them so much. I didn't plan on having kids or even being a sahm, but life happened and I'm trying hard to do the right things. I miss working. And don't even pretend that being a stay at home mom is 100% bliss. Yes, they would be taken care of by my husband/their dad and grandparents when he is working.