Thanks Captain, that's true about my self confidence and also what I'm looking for. It's just frustrating because I feel like I've been trying to work on these issues and make better choices in regards to relationships for years, and I'm not sure if I've gotten much closer. I have some different things to think about now though, thank you.
I really hope I'm not still in the same situation in five years. Do you have any sense of how long it will be before I find the right partner?