Hey Britmarie, Is the order in which you have written the cards above, the same order in which you laid them out? If so, Maybe we could say the Nine of cups relates to the past. This can show a happy and content period of a love life, sometimes it can signify overendulgence of luxary, pleasure and love.
The second card I would read as your present. Now the Knight of Cups can often signify a pices, or a new passionate romance or possible travel, maybe over water.
The third card would be your future. It may mean that you are going to have to make an important decision or do the right thing by someone or something.
The fourth card refers to your hopes and fears. Maybe you hope or fear that a past love one is going to come back in your life.
This last card Is your final outcome. Maybe whatever decision you decide to make, you will stand by it. It might be something that is going to take a lot of courage, determination and perserverance. If you are upset about a loved ones depature maybe this card will give you the courage to move on. If you fear a loved one coming back into your life, then this card will give you the strength to stop that happening. If you decide to get back with a loved one then maybe this card signifies that it will take a bit of hard work.
Anyway thats just a few possibilities. I get a feeling that you are probably going to have to make some kind of important or difficult decision regarding your love life and possibly your ex.