Posts made by whitewitchofrosehall

Hello,
I am looking to do some tarot readings to practice. Send me your stories, so I can help out. I may end up giving my own personal feedback, but I will give you your reading.

It sounds like you both are dependent on each other in different ways. If she wants money, then she's dependent financially, whereas you sound dependent for support. I would honestly recommend going to martial therapy (if you can afford it) or finding proof that she is cheating and using it for divorce. Stay true to your motto because it is important.

Tarot Reading
Your problem seems to be that you lack trust in yourself. (The High Priestess) You're not looking after yourself properly, and this relationship is proof of such. To fix this problem, you must trust in yourself more and start working towards your happiness. (Reverse Ace of Pentacles) You could do this by trying to reason with your wife, trying to make things right, or simply leaving her for your own well being. If you don't do this, you may end going through an incredibly painful loss. (Death) She may leave you and take a lot from you.

From a psychological stand point, it sounds like he's trying to hide things from you when he is upset. He doesn't want to burden with the things going on his personal life, and he may even fear commitment. I can recall before my boyfriend and I got together, he was terrified of commitment, and he claimed that he was afraid that he'd scare me away with all the problems that he had at the time. It sounds like you two just need to sit down and have a chat with each other. It sounds like both of you need to have a long serious talk and tell each other nothing but the truth. (Almost like a little therapy session) I guarantee that you two will learn a lot about each other.

Tarot Reading
You are wallowing in your own sadness. (Reversed Five of Cups) You are allowing yourself to feel guilt and pain in this situation. You are allowing him to hurt you without thinking about it. What you can do to try to fix it is by finding an equal balance for both of you. (Reversed Temperance) You both seem to lack equality in this relationship. This could be due to you two feeling differently about each other, or one of you is not putting in the same amount of effort that the other is. Find this balance in your relationship because if you don't then this can cause your relationship with this man to crumble more, and it can make it even more difficult to build new relationships. (Reversed Three of Cups)

It's possible that they feel guarded because of something that has happened to them in their past. Maybe they fear losing you or letting you down. They are probably basing what is yet to come on their past experiences.

The reversed Emperor usually means "controlling, abuse of power, egotistical." It could mean one of two things. You may be pushing for a relationship too much, or it means that the person you are into could be a very controlling individual.
The reversed Seven of Swords usually means, "guilt or regret." Maybe you feel bad about something you did, and now you're questioning if this person still likes you, or your cards are telling you that getting in a relationship with this person will be regretful.

I'm getting the feeling that this individual may not be what you think, and they could end up using you and will leave you to be regretful.

If I'm wrong, forgive me.