Wow thank u for the reading. There's a lot I need to work on myself. Which I have started to take into my own hands. It's not new to me, I've gone back to the body for life programe; however I need to change a few exercises because of my lower back. Been doing new exercises for 4 weeks. The amount of change has been great. So glad it's helping me.
Oh, I'm a Scorpio. I have put this thread on my saved list as there's so much to see inside ur reading.
I don't normally remember my dreams but I've had a dream bout a year ago, it was of me, I was running and I had a back pack in my hands. In side of the back pack was names badges. Names that I felt i had known. In my haste I was trying to find 'my name' weiwin. I'd pick up a card read it and say, no I'm weiwin not 'bla bla'. Every time I did pick up a card I would get flashes of that persons life. Someone was chasing me in my dream I had to find my badge of my 'now life name weiwin'. I didn't get to find my name, I woke up.
Last night I had a similar dream. I would look at my self in the reflection of windows or in a mirror to see what I looked like. Each time I looked there was a different image in front of me. I was an older women, skinny, blonde hair, pale; then I was a young girl bout 12. Again I felt I was trying to find 'me' but never do.
I dunno why I remember thoes dreams clearly ???? Normally I just sleep right through without dreaming, or I'd forget them.
Card 1&2 - In my younger days it was tough. Mum remarried when I was turning 8. My birth father left when I was couple months old. We didn't no wat a father was. Boy we got a shock of our lives. I use to dream before I fall asleep of how I'd like to live, just to b a kid having fun. When it got tough, I would dream of running away or living with my grandparents.
Card 3 - Ive always felt I'd marry a guy from another country. I get the feeling this guy who (& if &) when I meet him, he'll be younger than me.i don't no why but from a young age I've know this and I remember telling my sisters tht to. Hopefully I'll met him soon. At the mo, I'm not ready.
Card 5, 6,7 - There's been a lot I had to change and still learning each day of what I can and cannot do. Life changes big time after back injury. My passion is working with children. However, this back of mine gets in the way. Hovering, bending, lifting and then my so called normal back pain added to the list limits my time in spending with children.
Anxiety and panic attacks came along with this injury. I use to love driving, not any more. I'd love to go on holiday and forget my troubles. No holiday from pain
Someone suggested me to do reiki. I am waiting on some library books to come in from other libraries, id like to read up about it, then I'll make an appointment with a local reiki master where I live. I'm happy with the reading, it points out to me that I need to take care of me and get myself feeling better for try future. I'd been feeling stuck for a while, but since taking up body for life things r changing for the better. I just have to stick with my exercises plan, eating plan etc....
I better go, it's late. Thanks again! goodnight