Your card is Nine of Pentacle(Reverse). Nine of Pentacle:
This is happiness in a very simple meaning. It depicts that more than enough is sacrificed and paid for it. It can be also seen as giving up various things for single fragment of happiness. It shows that the happiness was so desperately wanted that one had to give up everything, and then, is satisfied dearly with it.
But your card is reverse.
Nine of Pentacle(Reverse)'s keywords are Insufficient career, efforts and training.
I think, if you wanna go along with your lover, you need more effort.