My boyfriend and i got into a fight last night and he said some very hurtful things. I was wondering if you could do me a reading.... does he feel bad? is he sorry? did he end up going out with his friends or stay home? what is he going to do about it? are we going to be okay? i really am beside myself. its making me sick to my stomach.... i dont know what to do.....

Could you also tell me if I bother him? Like is he annoyed with me? Or is he sick of me? Am I doing too much? Should I back off?

My ex and I have been hanging out again.

I guess I would say we're back together, but I'm not sure what he would say. Things have been amazing, but suddenly i feel like he may be mad at me or something. I dont know what it is exactly, but i have this weird feeling and im not sure what its because of. Im worried and its bothering me a lot. Can you read for me on a few questions?

What does he consider us right now? Friends? In a relationship?

Where does he see our relationship going?

Is he mad at me?

Is everything okay between him and I?

how does he feel about me ?

What's next for us?

Is there another girl or other girls in his life?

I'd really appreciate it. Thank you so very much

I just had to tell you ... 2 minutes after I wrote my last message HE CALLED!!!!! Thank u so much!!!!

Thank you thank you thank you!! I wI'll let you know what happens! Always such a big help, thanks again god bless!

Hi AstraAngel, I just wanted to tell you I decided to write to my ex. I wrote him a long email and i was wondering if you could do a reading for me and tell me whats going to happen now? and also how he feels about the email? Id really appreciate it! Thanks for everything!

That's exactly how I feel.... Sorry for the confusion in the last message. I was just trying to say when he called he told me he did want to see me, so i have to put my trust and faith in that... I am very much in love with him and will do as you have said! Sounds like he will let me know when the time is right and until then I just have to listen to my intuition and open my heart to love and let destiny take its course. I will let him be and focus on bettering myself and my situation so when the time comes I will be more ready than ever to love. I will keep the faith and look forward to a bright and happy future. Thank you for everything. I have printed out the talisman and will sleep with it under my pillow from here on. You're an angel yourself, I can just feel it! God bless. Many hugs

One more quick thing that I just thought of....... If he said we could get together and he said he wants to and would let me know, does that mean he really will when he feels the time is right? I guess what I'm trying to say is I know he didn't just say it because I said if he didn't want to it was okay and that he could tell me and he said if he didn't want to he wouldn't have said we could. He said he sad he'd let me know because he wants to, so if that's the case, does that mean he does want to see me it's just a matter of when? I hope so. I'll keep praying for sometime soon. Thank you AstraAngel. Thank you thank you thank you.. Can't thank you enough. Sending so much love your way!

AstraAngel, you are amazing. Everything you said was everything my gut has been feeling. I had such a feeling it was due to my family and that he thinks he's doing the right thing for me..for us. It just hurts so deeply and I've been so strong for so long anticipating his return & when he didn't come back in time for thanksgiving I got really scared that maybe he wouldn't at all. There is nothing more true than what you said about me needing to be emotionally matured first. He used to say to me that I needed to get in control of my emotions right around the Time we broke up and sadly he was so right and I knew it, I just have so much stress from home and I wish I could just run away from here and not have to deal with it but instead he runs away from me so he doesn't have to deal with it. I almost can't blame him, but he makes me feel so alive that with out him I feel like I'm all alone. He's my best friend. We talked about how we are soulmates before and I believe he an angel from God with all the joy he has brought into my life. Actually, when we broke up I told him I was sorry for ever letting him in on the issues that go on in my family because I never wanted him to know and was never my intention to tell him because it's not something I normally do and he told me that it was okay to talk to him & that he's always there to listen, just that he can't handle when I punish him because of it. And how could I ever blame him when he is so right? In my mind I thank him for what he has done because I know how much I've grown in these past 3 months & I can feel the difference in myself. I pray and have been practicing my faith and reaching out to my angels for help and I feel it working. I have all the faith in the world, and I'm just so afraid of where to go from here. I refuse to lose him because of my stupid family. They're crazy and I no longer want any part of dealing with their issues. I used to absorb myself in everything that's going on and now I don't even care I say I don't want to know, don't want to hear it, and don't want to be involved. It's ust too much and I don't want the stress in my life anymore. I used to tell him I was afraid to move away (because that's what he wants to do, go somewhere warmer eventually) because I didn't want to abandon my family. It's like I'm the rock that holds it all together here, and now I can't even tell you how many times I have said over these past three months that I would love to get away from here and them and be somewhere warm. They have planes for a reason, so if I wanted to see my family I could. I finally realize it'd be best for me to not be near all of this drama and that its beyond my control.theres nothing I can do about it nd I cannot fix their issues. It took me three months without him to finally figure that out I feel he'd be so proud if he knew. I promise to keep the love, faith, and pray. I will print out the talisman and put it under my pillow. I guess the only real questions I have are should I stop trying to reach out to him? Will he let me know when he feels he's ready? Should I be writing him a letter telling him these things? I just don't want to make it worse but I also cannot lose him. He's my soulmate, best friend, and love of my life and I can't bare the thought of losing him. I can handle this holiday season without him, but I really don't want to be with out him. I want to enjoy this beautiful season of love and joy with him. I don't want to do Christmas with out him around. I hope the talisman helps. I know tarot isn't so good with timing, but is there any hope of him coming around before Christmas comes? I just want to hug him... I told him that when he called. I want to love him for who he is and be loved for me too. Thank you for letting me spill my hearts out to you. This has been so hard missing him so deeply. I really can't imagine Christmas and new years with out him since I've been with him on both occassions for the past three years. You are a wonderful person and I truly thank you from the bottom of my heart for all that you do. Thank u so very much.

astraAngel, I apologize I know that you are very busy but i just had a couple questions regarding this ..... What is he waiting for? After almost 3 months I tried to break the silence for the first time and call him a couple weeks ago. He didnt answer and called back 4 days later. Why did he do that? We spoke for a half hour and had a wonderful conversation. I told him it was nice to hear his voice & that I missed him and he said he missed me too. I told him I wanted to see him and he said we could do that and wanted to know when, so I said ASAP whenever he is free, thinking that maybe sometime that week, but didnt want to pressure it. He said he could do that and would let me know and I even said if he didnt want to he could tell me and he said that he wouldnt have said we could do that if he didnt want to, but I havent heard from him about it since. Why did he say we'd get together and then never call me since then? I have tried to reach out to him since then through text message, one time on thanksgiving wishing him and his mother a happy thanksgiving from me and my family and he wrote back and said happy thanksgiving, so i asked if he was free and if i could call him, hoping i could talk to him and see if he wanted to do something this weekend, but got no response back. So I tried one more time to get a response from him which was last night. I was at my High school reunion and a kid he grew up with moved to my town and graduated with me, and he came up to me and was talking about my ex to me saying that he knew him etc, so I texted my ex and said that I had a message for him from this kid that he said hi. Well, I got no response on that either. Why wont he respond to me ? He does one time and then doesnt again. I just dont understand. What does he want me to do? I just dont want to play games anymore. I want to lay it all out there and tell him I dont want to play these games because I love him so much, but he wont give me the oppurtunity it seems, and I dont want to push him away by any means, so I never know what to do. Is he wanting me to keep trying? Is he wanting me to back off? Is he going to let me know? Is he going to give me any response at all? Why did he never call again to hang out? Is he still planning on it? Is there someone else? I just am so confused and so afraid to do the wrong thing and ruin things. again, im sorry because i see how busy you are, but I feel so lost and would really love to get some direction from you after seeing how much help you have been to others. I really greatly appreciate what you are doing. I hope you can get back to me right away with answers to these questions taking over my brain! I hope it will put me at ease. Thank you again.