Twinsoul~

I will look into Sotto Pelle went to website but need to sit and read for awhile,Thank you. I will try to connect with him but frankly the thought of it turns my stomach a little. I know it's not me but for years he made me believe it was me.. That I have a hard time forgiving, it may be there somewhere deep under all the hurt. I'm thinking distancing myself from my friend will give me better clarity and I will try to reminisse with him but I feel so shut down toward him, I hate it is that way. This didn't happen overnight and I can't expect to fix it in that amount of time. I will keep you posted. Again thank you for everything you have helped me so much... Much Love

Hi! Wow I am speechless...that is unbelievable in itself...LOL. My husband is a GREAT guy I will not argue that. He is just not great for me anymore. We are opposites yet alike. I tried for years to "fix" our issues, it's hard to fix things when the other person sees nothing wrong. The problem you are seeing has to do with our intimate life or lack of. I have been understanding to the issues at hand but he does nothing to change or remedy the problem. I have been to the Dr with him all of it. Tired of fighting same battles for 20 years. I love him and even like him sometimes we are more like siblings than a couple. Lots of water under the bridge, resentment is an ugly beast. I don't know if I want to even try to mend it, I'm kind of over it. We'll see what the future holds.

I am glad you don't tell me what I "want" to hear. I'm here for insight not the handholding alot of people seem to want. Thank you for being honest.

I will take your advice on my lover. I decided to distance myself last night and then I received your message ; ) I have to ask, do you feel he is going to loose her in the near future? That will devastate him, brings tears to my eyes thinking about it. What type of problem do you see with them? Time away will let me sort out my true feelings and his.

I think my energy is best served working on me right now, maybe I will find forgiveness in my heart along the way it's possible. You're truly wonderful thank you for helping me through this and all of your insight as I said before you are a true blessing. Much Love and Blessings to you

Thanks Twinsoul~

I want to make it happen I am just laying low at the moment taking advice to look within myself and letting him take car of his Mother at the moment. She just underwent cancer surgery and he is head of family since father passed when he was 18. I feel he needs space at the moment but I am so confused at how much to give him. I don't want to look self centered and unconcerned about his Mother's recovery. That is probably the heavy, the confused may be he is friends with my husband and myself. Let's not kid anyone my marriage has been over for quite awhile. I love my husband but more like a friend or sibling. He feels responsible I think he's not. Things just moved a little faster than originally planned. I wanted to wait for my daughter to graduate but no longer feel that way now.

We had a rather large fight the last time we were together, we are talking and are suppose to meet to hash it all out. What are your feelings? Do I push more and let him know everything and leave it in his court from there? I know what I want I just don't know his true feelings. UGH! I don't want to push to hard or not enough. Thanks again~ You're a Blessing! Vendor's table....I guess it's the gypsy in me..LOL

I would like to say I apprieciate all of you who do readings for those of us who are here for insight. There are alot of echos in the empty halls of a 4,000 square foot house, maybe soulshock is trying to fill her lonely heart by lashing out at others. Soulshock, try loving thoughts. You receive what you put out into the universe. Love conquers all. Try it you may like it. Thanks again to all of you who offer insight .Much Love and Blessings to All.

Twinsoul~

I was wondering if you thought it could have been my father passing? Any feelings about my new business venture and if will be a partnership? Insight on who? Will I be able to support myself? Do you not see things coming together with my lover after his responsibilities lighten and I tie up my end? Sorry I am rambling questions, my mind has been racing after our last contact. Thanks so much,

Twinsoul~

Thank you for your reading. I thought I was right and you are too. I did bring this upon myself. Due to the way situations were handled from the take over of this position and throughout I no longer felt passion and saw it as more of a burden that anything. I saw the writing on the wall a couple weeks ago but didn't care enough to try and change it. I did bring it on myself and frankly can not believe how happy I am it's over. Like a weight has lifted. I have one more meeting to attend to and then finish off season.

As for my siblings, not really. My sister was my Mom's favorite. I was always closer to my step father still to this day.My Mother and I are very different souls. Lots of love and attention.My Father passed when I was 4. Could that be it?

I do need to be my own boss, I have never followed well and tend to work better for myself...in the CRAFTY market. I have been doing that for quite sometime. I'm looking into starting a business venture with less physical demands.

I felt things were heading in the right direction in the love area for me. I was just confused when the cards showed deception and thought it maybe showing my coworker. We've overcome past obsticales and seemed to be moving in positive direction. Maybe the flounder you see is the decision I am faced with that will effect so many. I feel your right, I am floundering, it's a big step and the unknown future is a bit frightening.

Thank you for you reading it was unbelievably right on target, Many Blessings.

I have felt that one of my co workers has been undermining me for quite sometime. Today I was told I would not be needed for the position next year and it will be filled internally. During past tarot readings about my relationship deception kept coming up. I kept thinking my lover was deceiving me. Was the deception coming up about my co worker and not my lover? My intutitions are usually right just want a second opinion. Thanks in advance, many blessings.

Thanks Hans. Thank you for the insightful reading. It was not clear to me at first what you were trying to say but it is now I fully understnad. Thanks again

Thanks Tmoe! Loved sight your right a little eerie how right on it can be. I am trying to figure out if I should make contact or wait. UGH if their were not so many good aspects of him I would bail.I'll let you know how all works out. Seems like I am signing up for a non refundable ticket to an amusement park exciting rollercoasters, fun shows and games along with plenty of spook houses on no set schedule. We'll see..

I am at a crossroads of confusion. I my lover5/26/60 has pushed me7/16/68 away due to responsibilities at hand. I am in limbo on if we still have a future. I've given time and space and need to know if he is open to communication and discussion of past and move forward, more time needed or move on. Do I make first move or wait? Thank you in advance for your time..blessings