Thank you Hans, I really try to be humble and approach all with the knowing that i do not know thier suffering and only have kind and loving thoughts in my being. It is hard to always remember and sometimes I forget. This usually gets me into to trouble. and lately I have been being most wild. I guess I am feeling the freedom of releasing the old parellels and forgiving .
Soi onto the player, well I met him in March and we have the most fun intense time when our lives interact, although it is sparse since we have such crazy schedules. His birthdate is 11/17/70. The one who has my heart, I met him back in April and then he moved away but is coming back in the winter for work. He pushes me away then emails how much he misses me. He truly is the one, I want to be with, but I have been not waiting for him either. His birthdate is 8/30/69. And as the puppy who followed me home well I agree He just does not give me the energy these other do and his birthday is 8/31/76. Thank you Hans it been awhile like I said and I have always valued your insight. Uullee