@MyJourney your last two posts with pictures are delightful
Hello, Uhura still here, just i have been moving home 3 times in very short period, and could not be able to post on here. Last time you mentioned me on the list was...i think page number 175. I`ve been moved down few times from the start of topic and now i do not see myself on your list. Cheers!
Just to add you were right about control issues as well lack of fun lately and relationship hardship about sharing responsibility.
That is the source of my exhaustion and lately lack of motivation to keep going.
Our combo somehow does not work well regarding practical side of life or pain or decisions.
I appreciate you answer. Thank you.
When i posted question i did not know which one sort of reading you are performing.
It looks like numerology since i made on my own and got something like this you posted here.
Anyway you are more experienced so you gave a little better picture regarding my personal year.
For him i got the same.
i guess i am going to split with anything and anyone which suppose to be burden, does not matter what it is and what i am doing right now is exactly what you said, trying to improve and educate myself. I would really like to pass those complicated tests and get job done. It is technical job related to aviation but does not matter if something else but similar pops up for me. Just to make change and move finally. You were precise about his personal year. Things regarding career already made place.
For other more personal things i am more about to collapse whatever does not work anymore.
Thank you again for your time and good consultation.
greets from europe
His data 23th September 1972 23:20 Sombor, Serbia.
Our kids data:
boy 1th March 2007 Belgrade, Serbia,
girl 23th April 2008, Belgrade, Serbia.
There are some major issues really bothering me but i am unsure is it my really, really bad perception /or there is really something because i feel remorse sometimes for entering this how to call it...hardship. Almost i feel reluctant about relationships and felt i need recovery after any of them due to complete energy draining...you know 3 years near seaside staring in waves, contemplating and taking kilos back.
But still wondering who is my real match if any smile.
Even though, job issue and affirmation makes me think more than anything at this moment.
I know somehow solution for me is there...
Whatever you catch even in general overview i am satisfied. Tnx.
Nice to meet you Captain. I heard some good recommendation about your readings, so i am here to ask.
I am interested in near future about job potential and this current relationship.
Recently I have done some tests regarding pure demanding technical job which i prefer but i do not know what will happen. Can you see what i will work or where to look for affirmation and who is my real match? I feel compulsive need for changes and feeling if i do not act right now i will be late in this lifetime.
Thank You in advance,
24th July 1969 21:05 Belgrade, Serbia
I am obsessive to the point of destruction just to change almost everything in life. This year and part of previous one could be described something like that.
I wonder what i will work sooner or later? Which sort of job? I have done with some tests regarding job which is pure technical and i prefer it. Still not sure what will happen. This aspect is especially appealing to me since my being needs affirmation. i think it is time.
Also this let say stunning relationship falls apart, we were overwhelmed with responsibilities and hardship in various forms regarding family issues. Who the hell is my real peer, if any of course?
Thank you in advance.
24th JULY `69 9:05 PM Belgrade, Serbia
I did not tell i believe in this, i do not even have idea is this true as i mentioned.
I am not so into belief of any sort, just it sounds somehow interesting if it is at least partly true. How i understood this story? Well i understood if i want to operate better or meditate i need to empty mind, to make it relaxed and blank to allow other information flows better. And i did not understand WantingQuietude. trying to translate this sentence not to be literary but i can`t. What you mean by this?
Mind is for me thinking process that
s how i perceive it and i do not think Universe consists of mind stuff but i cant say really if we need to transcend to another being dimension to the soul.
To be honest i am not sure if this story talks about science matter at all, I just think story is based on some fact and used to describe something else probably about sync. resonance to become rose flower for example if we want to analyze rose flower.
And it is good someone reacted so i can get some another point of view to this subject. One more note, story was just interesting at least it is good to think we can better than this what we can perform in this world actually.
Is it possible to switch off mind totally in order to reach particular resonance, well i have no idea is it possible. For me it is good enough if it comes sometimes and naturally and i am satisfied with small. Whatever i have distance about subjects to the point of scepticism.
i used this story just to rethink about replacing typical response of our mind when we conquer some question or task, to meditate better. Maybe i missed something....??
I am not person who lives consistent with already existing potential, sometimes i do not even accept it and refuse to use it for good since it crosses with logic.
Sorry WantingQuietude english is not my native language so ti is advanced for me to translate essence of something in just one sentence. really what you mean by this? don`t let me bang my head with playing words. :))