No need to apologize for not responding soon enough, especially when (as some folks already know I'm notorious for responding soon enough...but there are things that I'm evaluating and with which I'm coming to terms concerning this ability...). I have to tell you that you and Ryan have been on my mind since I read your post last week. I've thought about you both while I took daily walks in the park. I kept getting this overwhelming feeling of stifling anger. That feeling, I must say, kept me apprehensive in replying b/c I was sure it would be over me not responding to you quickly enough for your desire. I based this on what some folks said prior about me not responding quickly enough, as well as me accepting that this developed ability which has been a part of my life since I was born is suppose to be shared! Please let me be clear: I am no more "gifted" than anyone else in the world. It is that, for whatever reason, this psychic ability is further developed for me this go around. After viewing the 2nd pic of Ryan & reading your current post, I realized the anger and other intense emotions I have been feeling is over the situation and has nothing to do with my (or the lack there of) untimely postings. What a lesson for me! Thank you!
Anyway KarmaComa, you & Ryan have been through many challenges in between the time you took the first pic posted and this 2nd pic posted.The first thing shown to me when viewing the 2nd pic posted is that Ryan has been prevented from something he really wanted to do when he was younger. I'm not sure if it is involving playing in a band, playing an instrument, touring...but it involves music. He has a great deal of pain inside. In part due to someone preventing his desire to do this "music something" he so desperately desires. The other part stems from his childhood/family scenario. I am shown a "male presence" who is/was domineering and overbearing in the family. It is his way or no way kind of energy. Does this make sense to you? The info that is coming in now is that you stated his family "hates" him is an interesting one b/c they help to create/assist in this inside pain, this growing hole in his soul so to speak. Is this not hypocritical? I am also being shown that Ryan was really sucked into the world of drugs...meaning that he was not eagerly seeking to be experimental (as hard as this may seem to believe). Rather I see a group of young men standing around him and kind of giving him a hard time b/c initially he was not interested in trying the drug of choice. One of the young men in that group has been particularly instrumental in prodding and providing the drug for him. Needless to say, he is not the best of influences and would be in much of his favor to remove himself from that individual. You know there needs to be much information that is shared about people who use drugs and why they use it from a spiritual/astrological perspective. I'm not sure how much material is available currently on the subject matter in this referenced format. Actually, the reasoning can be so multi-layered and vast that it can dizzying. Too much really to go into at this reading.
Hate is a very strong word to use in this situation (or any for that matter)...the energy that is coming through is that his family and yours is extremely angry and enormously disappointment with Ryan. There is truly no hate here...sometime we become confused with the intense emotions. It is encouraged that you, your family, and his family pray for Ryan. I'm being shown that if everyone gathers in prayer for him that a miracle would occur. This is related to your question of "how long will he be in jail?" I'm being shown his grandmother (she is on the other side) and another strong male presence (perhaps on his fathers side) is connected to this message of prayer. I also sense that his mother is very soft spoken (and weakened by these circumstances of Ryan's drug use & jailing) and yet on his father's side there is an abrasiveness and emotionless reaction in dealing with this situation. Everyone who is involved in this situation should come together through prayer. I am also sensing that you may feel this to be very difficult b/c of the significant differences in the belief-system of all family members involved. I am told to tell you that it is not as a big deal as you may think b/c the love for Ryan is far greater than the differences of belief. All can pray as they choose. I'm being shown that you are a significant in this scenario b/c it is your love and desire for Ryan to get clean and blossom into the wonderful man that you see (in your spiritual eyes) him to be.
KarmaComa, your stand as the rock, so to speak, the catalyst in being able to facilitate a gathering of everyone involved to move to group prayer. I feel that in your spirit that you have a knowing that if something great could occur bt. your fam & his that Ryan can regroup, get his head in the right direction, all three of you (you, Ryan, and your beautiful baby boy) can move forward as a family.
Keep in mind that every soul has come here to learn lessons. Ryan has a great deal of pent up pain and he has to make the decision to release his pain in a positive, reconstructive manner, as well as releasing blame. These are decisions for HIM and HIM alone. However, having said that he could sure use everyone's help involved.
I'm being shown the number 7 connected to his time in jail. Did they give a sentence of 7 months, 7 years...perhaps he will be out 7 months prior to the original sentencing. The next item of info being offered to you is to diminish your fear of "where will Ryan stay when he get's out of jail?" "Will he be homeless?" Etc. I say this b/c fear stifles the miracles of prayer. It is like that physics lesson we know of two energies not being able to occupy the same space--one will cancel out the other. It is the same with worry & prayer, fear & faith, anger & love, and so on.
I sense that you still have much confidence in your Ryan and you know that things can be turned around in a positive direction. You are encouraged to trust your instincts. It is good that you are strong and doing such admirable things as furthering your education and your determination to be successful. You will accomplish many things b/c of your unwavering determination. Good for you! In terms of you and Ryan staying together, you will know as things unfold. You are not one to waste your time on any matter. Once you have made up your mind it is pretty much a done deal. I'm being shown the number 5 as it pertains to your son. Was he born on the 5th of the month (six months ago you stated) ? Were you in labor for 5 hrs? Talk about determined...this soul is very determined! He came to teach many lessons to you, Ryan, and both sides of the family. You can see the wisdom in his eyes...there is such a knowing in his eyes. Everyone who holds him and/or spends time w/him can see it...some even comment about it.
I'm being told to tell you that it would be a good idea for you to pick up the book Messages from Your Angels by Doreen Virtue. This will be very therapeutic for you. You may even be led to purchase another/different book by Doreen Virtue. It is interesting that you have chosen the name KarmaComa as you have a karmic relationship w/Ryan and with many of the people in your family. Come together concerning Ryan, he needs lots of prayer...and expect a miracle on his behalf...his grandmother will be instrumental in this. I will keep you both in prayer. Stay strong and continue to nourish your spaces. It is much love for you here.--