Beautiful! I love it!

Asryela said:

"He has told me that he won't tell me what I mean to him that he won't give me that "power" over him..."

It sounds to me as if he's afraid. Perhaps that 'other situation' wasn't 'resolved' cleanly, and he doesn't want to admit that (which he will have to do if he sees you, since he led you to expect that from him). Or, he could be afraid that _you've changed, or that your feelings for him have, since he was away. He sounds like the kind of man who needs to be sure of his place and of his partner, but can't or won't trust either one, especially if they are out of his sight. That's understandable, if he's been betrayed in the past, but such a past doesn't give him permission to assume the worst - not unless he has good reason to.

If you love him, tell him that! Be honest with him, because that's what he needs from you first, and maybe even more than, love. Have the courage to tell him clearly what kind of relationship you hope to have with him. If you don't, you aren't being true to either one of you.

And good luck!

When calculating personal numbers, such as the life path, destiny, or soul number, 11's are not reduced to the single digit (2). This is a master number (as are 22 and 33). It suggests great potential, refined intuition, and advanced spitituality are at work alongside the more general characteristics of the single-digit '2' (balance, cooperation, communication, etc.).

A great many people report seeing the number "11:11" frequently. No one really knows what this means, but one common interpretation is that these sightings indicate humanity is fast approaching a more enlightened age than this one.

Perhaps your friend also senses such a change, but not as directly as those who recognize and notice 11:11.