You are a beautiful spirit and attracting beautiful souls to reach out and help you. You took lots of initiative to take care of yourself and I think it is a wonderful beginning to your freedom, your independence, your courageous spirit of being. You are pass the survival mode of the storm in your life and now you are rebuilding!!!!!!!!!! And lots of chapters are closed for a reason---it is time for YOU! And from this Kay, I don't have any doubts of your strength to give back and help other women. Please remember that the Library has free access to the internet......and so much other information for help. Right now, there is so much help out here but it does take time to find out what is available for your needs. Thank you for teaching me the lesson on reaching out to others. This world is filled with loving souls---not limited to what we see--but there really is an abundance of love out here.