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hey....your gona explain me huh...?? let's see.....Candie Lee Kalinowski

Well I couldn't have stated it any better myself..............Way to go.....That's what I'm saying........The whole package..Now are there any men that interested in joining me in all my perfection?

It would have to be Virgo........... All the their perfectionism and detailed analysis spawns some of the most beautiful people I have ever seen......Ones of which, are extremely well groomed and dressed to the hilt to grace the presence of even the mailbox.....With such high expectations for ourselves it's obvious that getting ready for the the day is sometimes a bit of a task....... .LOL..............And yup, I'm a Virgo.......We got the look..;)

I'm def. a virgo....sun, moon and venus with a scorpio ascendant.......Yeah I'm a perfectionist but what is that really?Who determines perfection?Striving for something that is unobtainable or even defined for that matter, is quite silly,even in my own virgo mind, and exhausting.So, obviously there is no other option other than to define it myself, for myself.Although, I'll admit even that to be a bit of an exaggeration, which in itself is out of my virgo character because I'm sooo honest and realistic it's sickening, because I then use my own definition to judge and discriminate others. Don't fret, if you think I'm hard on you try to imagine what I put myself through.Never mean to come across as better than anyone else, which most people at first glance perceive, it's simply that as a virgo I analyze EVERYTHING on EVERY level, which basically means that I derive my sense of perfection from what I know to be fact or proven methods of success.I have similar problems with co-workers, even at the new job I just started three weeks ago!!!! I out-work them w/o trying.I'm the hardest worker anyone will ever encounter and an extremely quick learner so I've picked up all the(by-the-book) info./procedures of which I was not required or slightly expected, and implemented the job duties like I do anything else, in the most efficiently fast, intelligently thorough way it can be done. In previous jobs I'd voice my opinion on others' work ethic and methods to their face and to my superiors.Too brutally honest about everything-FYI even when it incriminates me because I don't care-There is nothing more than honesty that I respect and expect above all else from others because I lead by example.Additionally, there is nothing worse than someone who can't own up to things they've said or done, right or wrong. Anyway back to the subject, I'm not God but believe it when I say that I do things to the best of my ability and in the best way they can be done.How do I know my way is the best?Through observation,common sense and old school trial and error. I simply KNOW what works and it's obvious that my peers either don't know don't care or both so what the hell-I am better at doing-than them, bottom line.Now however, I'm trying to leave my two cents out(which is really hard) for two reasons=I don't like to intentionally insult others and make them feel bad because their doushe bags.You are what you are and if you see no room for improvement then you remain the same or stagnant!!!!????And me telling you that I think your a loser will help neither of us.Which brings me back to virgos perfectionism-Thank gosh we(Virgos) always strive to improve, requiring more of ourselves, it makes for a better person or more importantly, soul.(Yes, I'm ridiculously obsessed with metaphysical/spiritual/psychological /supernatural/superstitious subjects and phenomenon) Whats not great about that? The second reason for the hush hush is I'll shine amidst my company w/o looking like a complete Ahole. I'm actually the nicest person but in my head I know I do a better job.Not to be misread, being better than, is not the ultimate goal anyway;being my best is.I also try to covert the doushes of the world to my way first through amiable suggestion then convincing through example.This is my service to them.I teach them to exert more effort and become more productive and the rewards for all are the same-praise/acknowledgment from all observers which leads to better self-confidence/satisfaction/worth and duh.....(excuse my eighth grade lingo LOL) better opportunities.Thus, completing the virgian circle of service our staple.Analytical for sure but without being consciously aware of it while doing so.With my latter rambling example one may perceive me to be contradictory, like I was aware playing an intangible chess match but really it was an impromptu introspective reflection of my own behavioral motives verbalized.See---what happens when ruled by mercury(the Greek messenger God)planet of communication.....I shpeel on endlessly in detail and with strangely conjoined words in hopes readers entirely comprehend through my discriptiveness while simultaneously trying to sound(perfect)-scholarly and grammatically correct.Maybe some would agree or not, either way, my flare for detail encourages creative uniqueness which enables me to be the great communicator-a great writer and one hell of an artist.Like my default?One of the most beautiful pieces yet....I draw and paint but my artistry permeates my entire being.I do great make-up,dress well and coordinated to the tee in color and texture but expressed in entirely unique Candie-traditional ways,{Side note}That's my name--whole other subject with equally good/bad connotations----Anyone into numerology as well??Be surprised by the why and how of name origins and the affect it has on who we are because of it. Design(not professionally accredited just in my own right)=fashion(drew my prom dress years ago and had it made and have even designed my future wedding dress,interior-have the eye to redecorate/coordinate and have drawn random exterior profiles of homes and interior spaces, none of which I've ever actually seen.(Maybe in another/future life??)Not soo much a singer anymore but music is my thing- 'dance floor' LOOK OUT...I got moves you might need permission from your parents to see and my rhythm is unrivaled . I'm certainly a supreme strategist if necessary although honestly most of my actions/thoughts are purely impulsive(VIRGO-not all are that way)and instinctive/psychic.Often times warranting the insert foot-in-mouth moments concerning what is socially acceptable....As for my virgo ass, I refuse to participate in either-admitting that I misspoke,it doesn't happen!!!!Everything I say I mean and yes, I would be obliged to help you pick your jaw from the floor or repeat myself if you think I studdered the first time.Or to conform to supposed norms of behavior.......I'm real, no shame in my game and sometimes I DO go for shock value.Who the hell else is gonna liven the party?? I live for social gatherings of all kinds- love to have fun/party,get pretty wild or rowdy sometimes no inhibitions or censorship here, but the next minute I'll be more reserved and appear sophisticated...LOL....enjoying conversation with people who are mentally equivalent, hopefully or at least stupidly interesting. Lost anyone to their pillow yet????