can you tell me what my spirit guides (if i even have one...) want to tell me? and how i can connect with them?
thank you so much!
i agree. i remember praying (foolishly) to God one night for my parents to get a divorce or for something to happen to my family because i felt i was too happy in my life while others had broken-up families and other problems to deal with. sure enough, what i asked the universe for happened. since i am dependent on my parents for everything, i guess this experience was meant to teach me to be more independent....?
i'm the same age as your daughter, and...well, for her sake and for your son's sake, please don't leave them alone. they still need your love, as you need their's.
maybe you can try this: just spend the day in the world with your two children...go to the beach, the park...anywhere. but, just make sure to leave all your burdens behind and spend the day with the people you love. it will rejuvinate you and show you what's really important in life...go out there and live life to the fullest!
mariaria, i am a shy cancer...haha. really! i have a speech to present on wednesday...gahh! i'll probably have a near nervous breakdown again...
skettilover, what a selfish man. he's obviously not living in reality. i feel for you and your family.
as for me...hmm. i guess my motives for giving anything when asked stem from my childhood experiences which my cousin hasn't allowed me to forget. i was about 8 or so and i stole a toy of hers...repercussions. i try not to be selfish while around others. now, i get made fun of for giving too much. it's so embarrassing. so now, i'll just keep giving just so i won't get too attached to material things...i think this is a better reason.
oh! just the other day, my mom called me out on something...i held open the door for a man. haha! and she told me that i embarrassed him or something! but...i don't think it's fair for men to do everything...if we women want to be equals so much, then...?
ahliyah, thank you so much. haha..actually, there are many brooding women in my life...:) and! i have taken a few courses for my currect major, but...i just added another major to it yesterday and then today, i was busy with trying to schedule basically the following four years of my life! i'm extremely indecisive and lazy...>.> now i want to drop a major and add two minors...T3T
and...i do want to really be a healer, but...oh! my friend is taking a pysch class and she told me that all of those characteristics that you had mentioned of a healer is actually the same for someone with bipolar disorder...
two weeks ago, a guy came up to me at school and asked me to listen to him share his christian faith with me. i had nothing else to do, so i just listened and pretended to be interested. then, he shoiwed me a diagram of two circles - the first one had a throne and the word self on it while the word god was outside the picture and the other one was the opposite. he kept asking me if i wanted God in my life, and i said...well, i jsaid i ust wanted to be in the middle. yes, i guess right now i am very confused, but still open to everything...(which i guess is my problem 'cause i am easily persuaded)
i was wondering...what advice can you share on how to be more intune with the world?
i feel like i owe you something too...maybe one day, i will become a healer and meet you! (is that creepy?...)haha!