Thank you very much, Captain. I feel him there sometimes, but I'm never sure if it's real

I don't know how many pet psychics are on this site but I really need to try. I had to make the decision to euthanize a friend just two nights ago, his name was James and he was an albino rat. He had a nasty lung infection that I didn't know about until an hour before he died. I know he was in pain, and probably very hungry (he had been rejecting food for a few days before and I didn't clue in even then) so I know I made the best decision I could have for that moment but I still blame myself for what happened. I just want to know where he is, spiritually speaking, if he's OK or stuck here or what, if he's moved on fully already, if there's anything he needs to say, just anything about how he's doing now.

I'll be eternally grateful,

Peace and Love.

I forgot:

DOB: 11/08/92

Young, yes, but not immature by any means

Great Love,

~K

Greetings Hans,

I am looking for general insight (how my recent/current actions will come back to me), and if you have the time, some insight on my love life. I'm a creature of affection and being alone troubles me greatly, and would feel better if I knew what's approaching in my life. I've been single for two months (not too long), have just come to the end of the healing-after-breakup process and would like to know how long of a wait I have until the next great adventure (so to speak ).

He never felt like a ghost to me, which is why I posted a topic. The shadow people I've seen a few times, and have never felt anything but a child-like fear of them (the fear of what's unknown or foreign).

But that you say you've seen them follow ghosts, perhaps they are some kind of protector? I woke from a nightmare as a child to see one peering it's head around my door, checking in on me. They certainly never felt unfriendly.

This has a bit of something to do with the other topic I started, but this isn't a request about past lives.

There is a memory, or a dream, even, of my death in my past life. In this memory, I run past a man leaning on a wall in a wide-brimmed hat, what appears to be a trench coat and possibly a suit - all black. His face is not visible, but it is certain that he has skin, and is not an average spirit/"ghost" or shade. I bring this up because a friend I had in elementary school told me she saw him too - in her own dreams about her past life (she was a 'lady of the evening' in Scotland or Ireland) and he was the one that killed her. In my own memory, I never saw who killed me, but I always felt it was the man in the hat.

I suppose if this was explained to a religious person, they would most likely say he either represents the Devil or is a demon. I've seen a "shadow being" (much like a ghost but is vapour-like, black, and eyes are glowing red orbs) and he is NOT one of those. Even the thought of him puts dread in my stomach, and he feels like the Reaper to me.

So, I propose a few questions:

To everyone;

have you had a dream or memory of a past life where this man has been present?

To the psychics;

Who is he? What/Who does he represent? If applicable, what place does this entity hold in the spiritual world and what is his role/what are his duties? Is he an entity to be feared, or is he a neutral being only doing his work?

Sorry for the slightly obnoxious title, but I've lately started putting more faith into divination and psychic powers, though only after practicing a few of my own.

I'd like to have some further insight into my past life/lives. When I was little, up until I was maybe five, I talked about living in another country with another mommy and daddy and how they and I died. I'm not going to elaborate any further, because I'd like to see if what I was saying and what I remember is real. If it helps, I used to scream and cry horribly whenever the fire alarm went off, and it would take quite a bit for my parents to calm me down. I also have a horrible fear of burning to death, and almost can not take watching it happen on television and film - it makes me feel like everything inside is constricting.

Yes, I have a memory from that life, or at least something like it. It's the memory of the night that I died. But, in having a decent idea of how old I might have been, and after being told many a time that my soul is quite old, I do not believe that it was the only one I've had.

If someone could give me something a little more in depth on the past life I claimed to remember as a child, or a vague idea of all other lives I've had, it would be most appreciated.

In the past six months i've been on a rollar-coaster ride of behavorial meds and birth control. In the beginning, just as I began dating my ex, and as I was coming on and off my first medication, I had a recurring dream that picked up where it left off every night (though it had jumps in time, like a movie), and it was about the apocalypse, mostly to do with 'zombies' (but they did not eat flesh) and a band of survivors and I attempting to make it inside this one building, which seemed to be so utterly important. We did not succeed, and when I died in the dream, the dreams stopped. They lasted three months. The ex and I broke up soon after.

Over a month later, we got back together. I was put on another brand of birth control that altered my perception a little, in the sense that I had no desire to listen to anyone's reason but my own. This resulted in me hurting this boyfriend, and we parted. I loved him dearly and felt very sorry about everything I had said to him during the second attempt at the relationship, but no matter what I said or did to reclaim myself changed how he had come to feel. It's been very difficult getting over him (lucky me being an obsessive scorpio) but the dreams I have don't help. No matter the theme of the dream, where I am and who I am with, he will come at some point or another and we'll be very happy together. I have not had one dream that I've remembered that he has not been in since we broke up, and this was over a month and a half ago (I even stopped counting, but still the dreams come!).

I suppose I would like insight into what these two separate experiences may mean, or represent.

Also, if anyone could, I've been wondering a lot lately - am I following the right path? I don't mean to ask if I need to backtrace or start doing something else. I only want to know if where I am headed, and the goals I want to accomplish, are right for me and will I be successful, or am I meant to head elsewhere at somepoint? Birthday 11-08-1992 (Yes, I am young. So sue me.)