Taurus dreamer , Dont worry you are just showing taurus traits when you say that its been troubling in you, if you would ever like to chat with a bunch of other taureens about anything at all please come and join us on our here goes anything thread you will be more than welcome here is the link http://www.tarot.com/forum/topic.php?id=9292&replies=812 look forward to chatting with you more in the future take care lot s of love Mags