Thank you so much for the lovely reading!
My life has not been peaceful for the last three years. I've gone through a divorce, my ex is abusive to the children, and continues to try to control me. However, in the last two weeks, the last tie (excluding the children) was finally severed when our house sold. I've spent the last two weeks packing and moving. He can no longer effect my finances - regardless of whether he pays his child support and alimony. I'm no longer stuck with that mortgage!
We're supposed to go back to court and he's poorly prepared. My attorneys are very positive. The children love the new apartment and the extra time that I've got to spend with them (huge difference keeping a house ready to show at all times) and keeping up a small apartment. My stress levels have all but dissolved and I'm realizing how much of an effect all of that stress had on me.
Work has changed so much in the last twenty-four hours too. In the last week my life has changed significantly and quickly. I've got a little whiplash, but in a good crazy way.
As for obstacles - I hope the obstacle I need to get rid of is my need to analyze every thing twenty ways until Sunday, in order to find the answer, the validation, to start trusting my instincts and intuition, and to let it go to the universe, instead of trying to keep my hands on it. Because that's what I'm working on.
And for the King of Cups - I'm friends with two lovely, older men. Both are co-workers. One is a father-like figure, who force feeds me Vitamin C at a hint of sniffle. The other is an attractive, wonderful man. We've been a lot to one another through some really rough times. He loves my children, but the timing has always been a little off. We flirt, a lot, are attracted to one another and have good chemistry. The other co-worker has noticed, and has matchmaking in mind, I'm sure of it. But I've also started writing again. I hope to have my novel finished and query letters out by the end of May.
So your reading hit home on many, many levels. You did a wonderful job. If you have any insight on how to determine my obstacle and my king of cups. I'd appreciate it! Or perhaps, I should let it go and stop seeking answers and enjoy the present. AKA work on what I know for sure is an obstacle.
Regardless, your generosity has filled me with more love and light!