Hi astra thanks again!!
Yes i have thought about sending her flowers but the problem is i dont know her address and i cant ask for it otherwise it would be seen as "stalkerish" and she wouldnt give it to me anyway and neither would her friends since they all "hate me so much"
Astra she also has bipolar and yes she is a typical cancerian. I know i made mistakes but i feel like she can't punish me forever Also her and my family dont get on and my family had said a few things out of line to her which made her even more hostile towards me I feel like i have blown my chance of any reconciliation I want us to get back together and if thats not possible then id like us to be civil but how long am i suppose to wait for her?