Hi astra thanks again!!

Yes i have thought about sending her flowers but the problem is i dont know her address and i cant ask for it otherwise it would be seen as "stalkerish" and she wouldnt give it to me anyway and neither would her friends since they all "hate me so much"

Astra she also has bipolar and yes she is a typical cancerian. I know i made mistakes but i feel like she can't punish me forever Also her and my family dont get on and my family had said a few things out of line to her which made her even more hostile towards me I feel like i have blown my chance of any reconciliation I want us to get back together and if thats not possible then id like us to be civil but how long am i suppose to wait for her?

Hi astra! Thank you so much for that!

To answer your questions, I am a taurus and she is a cancer. We had a lot in common, we both love art and music and we both had the same visions on what we wanted out of life! The intensity everytime we met was amazing! we had such wonderful times together and bonded so well and fell madly in love each time. I feel like she's the one for me, ive never loved or felt or like this about anyone in my life. I am 23 and she is 19 but im not bothered by age.

We broke up because as i said i felt like she was losing interest in me the week after she left my state and went back home. She was really distant and hardly spoke to me, we went from talking all day every day to maybe 1 message a day and very brief and a 5 minute phone call if i was lucky to which she always ended because she was "busy and had to go" and whenever i tried to confront her she just got angry at me and told me she was busy and im being paranoid. And because it kept continuing, in the heat of the moment i broke up with her which i know i made a huge mistake and she didnt take it to well, and now she has gone all nasty on me even after ive tried so hard to get her back she just wont budge and tells me its over and that she has moved on and she hates me and im her worst ex ever

It hurts so much because i really love her and just want to be with her

Hi i just recently did a tarot card reading on an ex lover, its a 9 card reading and just need abit of help interpreting it:

1st card- history of our relationship- 9 pentacles

2nd card- where the querent is now- 7 cups

3rd card- where the querents ex is now- knight of pentacles

4th card- What the querent really feels about getting back together with their ex- 2 cups

5th card- What their ex really feels about getting back together with the querent- lovers card

6th card- Who or what opposes what the querent wants- queen of cups

7th card- Who or what can help the querent get what they want.- king of cups

8th card- Something the querent may not know about the situation- 4 swords

9th card- Outcome- Ace of wands

Can someone help interpret this for me??

Hi i am in need of some major help!

I have just recently broken up with my same sex partner, she's a cancer and im a taurus and were both female and have been in a long distance relationship for 3 months but knew each other for 7 months. I truly believe she is the love of my life and my soul mate, i have never loved or connected with someone so much in my life till i met her. We have met a few times and our love grew deeper and deeper for each other.

A month ago though our relationship went downhill and we have had the nastiest break up ever i broke it off with her because i thought she was losing interest in me (my insecurity issue) and its turned out to be the biggest mistake of my life. She now hates me and doesn't want anything to do with me despite me trying to get her back and says shes "moved on" to someone else. I am completely heart broken and don't know what to do i want her back for good and cant stand the thought of us being enemies, and i dont understand how something so beautiful could end so terribily I need help! i need answers! some one out there help me please, i am losing my mind!