The first accident was on my way to the gym, I was running late to the training session, I was feeling fatigue, I put my protein drink down for a second and as soon as I looked up the car infront of me stomped on their break to avoid hitting the car infront of them. Then it turns out I didn't have gap insurance for the remianing balance to be paid off, so I ended up paying 4,000 for a car that was totaled and not in my possession.
Second accident, I was exhausted after a long day at work. I was on my way home and had my husband on the car Bluetooth, we were having a nice long conversation, I was just around the corner from home then I decided to stop at the convenience store to get a energy drink. I was on the same majer street , one block away from where the first accident happen, a car ran the stop sign and hit the back end of my car, and caused my car to swerve twice. Seemed like he was in a rush to take his 8 year old son to his soccer game. This time I do have gap insurance to completely pay off the loan on my car but this happen on a Sunday and Friday before that the car insurance was canceled for non payment (payment was on outopay and soon as it didn't clear the bank it was cancelled)
My husband says it's karma bcuz I treat him bad for always kicking him out. I don't agree with him bcuz I kick him out for great reasons he never takes responsibility for (e g cheating on me, abusing me, helping his ex with more money when he can't help me with a dime for our home and our child, or paying for her meals when he's so comfortable me paying for everything when we go out)
I feel afraid to get the same type of car now since it was the same make and model. Is there anything you can advise me on. Am I going to crash again? I was on the phone with my daughter (shes with her dad aka my husband ) and she asked me if I was already in another accident. (Made me think she heard her dad talking about me)
I do believe in karma, that is the law of my universe, and every single day I do my very best to do good, help others, be friendly, give as much as I can give. He's my only bad karma, well him and his ex. I can't stand their dynamics, she's bitter and he only feels obligated to help her while I work as much overtime possible to support our home and daughter. Plus helping him with his expenses and investment property!!!
Please Captain, what do you see for me.
I'm in a new town with family hours away, one friend/co-worker, but better alone then with bad company! Haha....