So now it is time to figure out what your calling is. When we get shaken out of our comfort zones, it's a wake up call to get us to doing what our destiny is. <<<
Very true I think.
Take it day by day and piece by piece. Forget about the younger guy right now...although...that might be a useful distraction, and helpful to your self esteem at the moment, but only like turning on the TV when you are too exhausted to deal with what you are dealing with. I wouldn't take it seriously.
It seems to me, you have some grieving to do...I would say...take it on. If not, it'll come back later anyway as unresolved stuff that keeps you blocked in some way.
Shit always happens all at one time, don't know why, but my last year has been similar and maybe even worse. That said, I find it helpful to prioritize what I need to do first to survive the roughest part of the loss...my first impulse would be think about the necessity of a paycheck...and that framework can be steadying in tough times, someplace to be every day. That is the rational approach though...and sometimes...the intuitive approach might be needed. Meaning, just give into it and let yourself fall apart. It might be just what you need.
if your scorpio is the laid back type and has the ability to not take himself so seriously (rare indeed)... and you are the type of cancer that is not so easily hurt (as cancers can be) and can detach a bit, I think it's a nice pairing. If you are type A female who is a cancer, it probably won