SuniEl - we baby!! I know it is hard, but doll, you deserve to be loved for exactly who you are!! Forget him!! Really!! Carpe diem dear one...carpe diem....I can guarantee you one valuable thing.....true love is NOT hard work. It flows naturally like a river.....yes, it has its boundaries, its ebbs and flows....but you just know....:D Nothing but hopes for the best for you baby girl!!