My name is Susan, I have always been interested in the Tarot, and for years now have been pulled in but not sure how to get started. I have only 2 decks so far, 1, I purchased and one was a gift. I have done readings mostly for close friends and family with results on the positive side. I am trying to learn as much as I can and sometimes find it difficult to read a spread. Can worries, like my grandson's may or may not being sick, interfere with this? Is this a normal thing?