Thank you for the reading. I will stay strong as I have not a clue what the future holds....do you see my life taking a different direction in light of what I have experienced in the last year with my children. Will they eventually accept the loss of their father and see that the decisions I made was for their best interest as they were all college bound at the time of his death? I am worried about all of them but mostly for my youngest one who just turned 19. He is a Capricorn born on January 13th, 1997 and his name starts with a D. thank you for telling me "The man will stick as long as u show u want this as much as he does...." I do love him even though our circumstances makes it impossible to be with each other on a daily basis as he works 2363km away. We do manage to stay in contact on a daily basis and do manage to see each other when he has time off. His name starts with a P and mine with a G.