I have been in a relationship with my cancer man for almost 6 years now, I am again hoping to get a ring' fron him on V-day . I belive he IS actually buying it this time, He has asked me questions about what rings I like, and what size I wear on my ring finger. Let me tell you this road to now has NOT always been this easy . I fell in love with him the moment I laid eyes on him. And that isint somthing I had EVER done before. It was a inside heart string that pulled me into him, knowing I could love him forever. I left my heartbroken and damaged relationship at the time to pursue him. It has taken years. The cancer man I know is a cusp his B-day is july 21st. So I belive he has other traits that I am unsure of, I only know of his secrets' , he always had to have somthing' hidden behind my back . ethier a phone # or Im with other females. During our first 3 years together off & on ( his doing ) He cheated on me and broke my heart almost every other mth. I held onto him, Could NOT get over him, was too inlove to see beyound him. We would get back together, and also I was now moved into my own apt , where I had never lived alone before, and this helped me to define who I am. And he helped me as well . He is a very straight forward kind of man, I know now, he IS very sensitive, But it took me YEARS to figure that out . His hard shell would be in place first , which would make him seem' very harsh, and unsensitive. Now I know he would be just protecting his self and in his shell. I now know him for the man he truly is , and I am still head over heals in love with this man . I dont think I could ever love another as much. Over our years together we have grown so close, we are best friends and tell each other the honest truth . I have let him understand my' feelings as a tarus,I AM stuuborn, but while I met him and we have grown closer I have been ready for a change, and HAVE changed as a person with him on my side. I can never thank him enough for helping me see' the truth of this world and moving on in life and love with a real' understanding of what is real'. I cant wait to be his wife' , I have heard men refer to " my wife" and I am so exited to hear these words from his mouth about me as his "wife" I also cant wait to say he is my husband" . That is somthing I also never thought I would want again in this life. He IS VERY close to his mother . They share a home that she is at 6 mths of the year and the other times she is in a differnt state with her boyfriend, and the times when she is gone we get so close, and when she is there, I have now found a happy medium, but it took a long time to not feel like I was in some kind of race for his time and affection. They have a friendship type relationship, and I understand it more now, But I still want to be in #1 place as his wife. So hopefully we will get there and let me say , I have had many readings that told me to move on, that he was having his cake and eating it too . and for years he was. until I was in the postion to say screw it; and really ' ready to walk away .... that is when things changed for better to my side. I now KNOW he loves me . That is a feeling I have wanted for far too long . It feels GREAT !! And I cant wait to be my cancer man's wife. Good luck to all of you out thier involved with a cancer. It may take a long time, but if it is meant to be , it will just be. It takes alot out of you to get to know these people, but once you do it makes it all worth it in the end.
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RE: All Things Cancer
RE: Will I get married to this man or even a relationship??
Dreams are a great way into knowledge, but remember what we see or hear in our dreams usually means somthig differnt then what it looks or sounds like. look into dream meanings, It could be that he will be in' your wedding , maybye a best man' , OR it could mean you maybe in his . OR it could also mean a few other things. Were are you at emotionally with this man ? Are you in love with him? Do you know if he cares more about you than just friends. I also see the friendship, nothing romantic . Have you two ever shared a romantic kiss or embrace ? I would go with the feeling that you will find love very soon, I dont see him as your mate . I am very new to this, and am only speaking from what feelings I am getting from the pictures & the dates. Please get as much help with this as you can from experts . Good Luck . ~~