hmm...? that is interesting right now but no i honestly have nothing to do with healthcare type anything. i have no idea what that could mean. are these vibes constant or do they change with mood or the day??

wow dose anyone else think piscesparadox is just a lil bit touchy?? its like shes... nevermind lol

hey im a little new to this concept but yeah id apreciate your time thanx

are you a capricorn by the way??

ive done both plenty of times but if it was really that serious of a relationship i dont think he would just ignore or delete anything that took time an effort cuz that means more than "hey, whats up?? well im sorry an i thought you should know... bye" (id delete that kinda **** in a heartbeat)

the one time i get on.. funny, k this sounds like me and my ex almost exactly exept she never apologized about the recent stuff.. like so close either your names april or this is 1 ****ing big coincidence. but anyway im a pisces man an since i know exactly what its like to be on the other end of all that ill go into some detail. im goin through all this now an yes thats exactly how ive been dealing with her... my end of things right now is like i still love her (always will), i mean i still think about her all the time an i miss her alot at times but it just feels like all this is for the best somehow... i dont know how much of it really has to do with all of the **** i went through over her but i bounce bacc and forth between wanting to continue some kind of relationship an not wanting anything to do with her. thats a hard one to explain. one part of me really wants to stay in contact an maybe picc things bacc up with her but more of me wants to just forget about all of it cuz it hurts more than what im willing to put myself through right now. there was a long time where i gave that relationship my all an one way or another it usually felt like i just wasnt getting what i deserve bacc. and it didnt help that i had some issues with trusting her completely if at all from the start an she continually lied to me (even if most of them are petty the small ones can destroy my trust in people, like if i cant trust you with a dime i wont trust you with a dollar) which gave me alot of sleepless nights and long days... and she had the habbit of saying the wrong thing at the wrong time. long story short im sure theres alot going through his mind about all this an his position on everything probably isnt as stable as it looks. as for me an maybe him im trying to pull my head out right now, im dealing with alot of **** in my own life and im planning on keeping myself in a more selfish groove for a while. maybe hes feeling jaded too??? anyway no i wouldnt say youve necissarily say you screwd your chances of being friends but that depends more on him an how you both handle things from here on out than anying i guess. ohh an if hes shutting you out like that it most likely means communicateing with you hurts more than helps sometimes if not most, at least for him that is. as for the waiting till he cools off thing a month sounds kinda long to me but good lucc hope this helps

thanx for all that foreal. more than anything its trust issues and i have this feeling shes.... yeah, what i think i need right now is some help frm a psycic... i just feel like i dont know anymore. an yeah my heads already bloody

yeah? huh.. these effing things never work for me anyways

so yeah ive totally fallen for this one, like want to be with her for maybe the rest of my life but lets just say theres comunication issues. we have totally different ways of handleing relationships and its takeing its toll on us.. so im a pisces-sun scorpio-moon cancer-riseing (my venus is in aries) her, capricorn-sun, aquarious-moon, virgo-riseing an her venus is in the same sign as her sun..capricorn, hopefully thats enough information to get what im looking for so yeah if anyone thinks they can shed some light on this id really appreciate it

ya i do, heres evrythin

march 5 1991

saltlake city utah

and my birth cirtificate says 2:00pm

when was your friend born?

id really like to speak with him and yes i have some abilities im just coming to terms with, if you want to you should read the 2 topics i created "some of my gifts?" and "i need someone to help me understand more (psychic)"