Thank you both! Very helpful! It's time to walk through the fear and let my spirit soar...

If anyone can shed light on what it means to enter one's 12th house of Endings, I would appreciate it very much.

The interesting reference to masochism has had me thinking. Why do I obsess and hold on to the one you told me only cares about his career and money? Part of my attraction to him was his work and the safety I felt in the distance. It's easy to avoid commitment in a long distance relationship. SO who wants to avoid, him or me? Can you check this one for me please?

Me again: 07/04/1958 and Him: 08/01/1962. This one lives rather close by. Thanks for the thought provoking insight.

Hans,

You are absolutely right. Life is a gift, for which I am thankful each and every day. I was saved from death and that is why my heart loves so strong.... all the world.... all its people.... all its creatures. My gift of life and purpose reach far beyond my personal wants. You said I fight, I fight with myself, not others.

Hans:

Thank you

I came back here to ask: Why is the answer No to a permanent relationship? and I saw your post: Maybe I am tired, which is true, but I read this and re-read it a few times and still, I am confused. Can you explain.

Thank you for the look.

Hello HansWolfgang- I've read your posts helping others here. So, I decided to give you a try. I've struggled with this relationship for a few months: hot/cold, connected/disconnected, etc.. My birthdate is 07/04/1958 and His is 12/22/1953. This is long distance currently. Do we have a future at having a permanent relationship?

Thank you again

Hi Captain-

More insight... yes, please. 4 July 1958