So now these two are very close apparently because they both have been having issues with their partners. Only problem was the Scorpio girl still was showing intense signs she liked me still , up till Sunday morning , she felt it and so did l when she hugged me in front of this lesbian and l ignored the lesbian friend because she befriended the scorpio but never told me they were hanging out , but was still listening to my feelings about her and telling her, so sneaky , l felt betrayed .
Now l think the Lesbian sensed how much this girl still wanted me , on sunday,even though she was spending every day with her, so destroyed the trust between me and the Scorpio by telling her l talked about her. SHOCKER!! ;0( not all true and taken out of context! )i said she was a flirt and would need to try harder to get me. Out loud to make the lesbian jealous and also to show my displeasure towards them for hiding their friendship , l was hurting so bad.
So now the scorpio is on a mission to destroy me emotionally and is flirting with the gay girl like crazy giving her lift's home etc , smoking again although she stopped years ago , and even had the cheek !!! To get the Lesbian to collect some flowers from the office to bring to her that l had bought for her to collect to say sorry with a letter on a card inside. What hurts most is lm not sure if they have been intimate! So if you scorpios can tell me if a scorpio has been pinning for someone for over a year would they just sleep with someone close to hurt you for not showing your full attention?
Next morning she replied with thank u for the beautiful flowers! by text , but only after l asked her why she would not talk.really cold, no Kisses, then continued by saying she heard that l was slagging her off! but her friend told me that she was told by someone , so it does not add up! plus l know in my heart l never said nothing that was bad so i do not feel any guilt ! she then went on to say g how much this lesbian girl is my friend and how she always defends me ( reverse mind games on the lesbos part im sure) talk nice to scorpio about me ,but to my face she told me to move on nothing happend! etc and lm the one with a problem..Gob Smacked ...;0(
l don't trust easy and l told the scorpio this again only on Thursday the previous week ,and this Scorpio just seems to have lost patience with me, and now wants to hurt me for no reason. I've cryed my self silly alone !!! More because im disappointed she could not confront me face to face and believes this other girl she has known her 3 months over our friendship of 3 years..
She broke down in tears and cried on my shoulders once in the office, early this year in may l panicked , because l thought she was going to tell everyone how she felt ,because i hadn't spoke to her for two weeks prior to that moment because i was hurting for her , but did not know how to move forward with the friendship side, in the end she just wiped her eyes and said to everyone while l sat back down that it was nothing and looked at me intensely.
My question to you is , lm l right in the fact she must have loved me badly and feels that l have betrayed her.. although she will not ask me out right ,and also
2. shall l lay low . and wait to see if she is using the lesbian to hurt me and will soon get tied of her and try to contact me. which she said to a college she would do once she worked out what to say
3. . what reaction should I expect and how should l deal with it. as im assuming it will be cold and bitter anyway
4. will she call or will she be to coward and just appear at my work floating around her friend to see if i approach her as she as done many times before
Im reluctant ,because everyone knows of the situation , but not the feelings involved.!
?? I do miss her but we are both straight girls who seem to be unlucky in the sense we wanted each other , but did not know how to move it forward without the sex and emotion.
I really want her back But need you to advise me accordingly! I will not beg , but will not let go either , but shall not tell her this, as she has always seen me as strong, three days of begging and since wednesday , l have stopped because l date a scorpio guy too and we split for 6 months , and once l stopped calling it seemed to make things easier.
She told a friend should would call once she worked out what she wanted to say! So childish and stubborn as the distance only makes things worse .!
Sorry to go on but thought detail would clarify the whole story. , Cancers need that. x