or a solar flare, shoots out of the sun, causing complete electrical failure, sending us back in the dark ages, with all electrical technology ceases to be available until new power grids and stations get rebuilt! ya no internet, then people will have to go out to talk, rather then behind a screen in a house,but join together for we the people rather than i the hypocritical society of a revolving dictatorship of a Fake Democracy, to comfort us as sense of control to every individual. for everything i have seen and gone through in life military and marriage.... there is no God, just people who like to play gods and goddess!
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RE: Sagittarius and Pisces
Hello my fellow Astrology buffs, i am da Male SAG,(and i feel as if my destiny is the One) i am turning 30 on the 16th Dec. and in no way has this been easy for me in life, i think i can only name a handful of things in my life that has made it better, i too am very impulsive, i dont truly appreciate who or what i have until its gone, then with a whole lot of self reflection, i have to deal with all the guilt of my mistakes, but i can honestly say i do learn from every negative aspect i can control, & dont tend to make the same mistake twice unless i was never aware of it in the first place, but i am turning 30 here this week, and was married to a pieces for 6 years, as well served in the military for 7 years, and after my combat tour, there went my career, life, family, and marriage.
even though the pieces i was married too, must have been a blood thirsty fish from hel! because it was not her decision of leaving me because i wasn't the same person i was two years ago before i went into combat, but honestly i was ok with it i just wanted her to be happy, and i didn't want to hold her down, and just be an unuseful burden, that was only work now to help take care of. but before i left my wife and i relationship could never been more strong, i truly thought we would have been together forever, but because of my momentary self medication problem with weed and other hallucinogenics, as i was trying to adapt and deal with the Shell Shock of the PTSD. but it only took her 16 month from when i got back and out of the service to leaving me with a big goose egg as she clean me out. (note to anyone who has never been married: always have separate cheeking and banking accounts! or at least make sure the account say "joe and sue" rather than "joe or sue" but for the majority of my marriage we never fought i always said it takes too to fight and i wasn't playing, and i promoted complete open communication, to deal with issues before they even came up or escalated. she was quite, and passive, where i was her Yang out going center of attention, with a goofy sense of humor. but then back in July 2007 when she left it had felt as if the world just hit a time rift, where everyone i was close to or worked with in town, seemed to be losing there partners, and everyone life was getting turn upside down. then i was check my horoscope here on myspace, when i noticed on the bottom right hand side of the page the "Changing Skies" section and it said that the consolation of pieces in the night ski was changing, as the silver cord connecting the two fish broke and the two fish in the skies were starting to separate from each other, also a sign of the changing of time (leaving the age of Pieces going back in to the age of Aquarius) but any way it said something that just hit both of our life's with such accuracy it was surreal! going on with the trial and tribulations life was dealing us, but at the end it was saying to the pieces to let her sag go, so they could ascend, to there great destiny. but to my future assessment, i think that i may have been doing to many hallucinogenics, to where reality seemed to unreal to be happening, and i was reading a little to in depth in it, but since she left she has never tried once to contact me, except for serving me divorce papers. as well i have only tried a handful of times and kept on getting the responce "no i dont want to talk, and never call me here again. so thats what i did never called her the same place twice. but ulimitly lost the love of my life.
it has been 2 years now and since my new found freedom, i have been a vagabond, or a drifter, jumping from city to state, with my tattoo equipment, making my way out west to LA to give the possibility of fame a shot, in hopes to finally get my family back, in hopes that with the time, and the boost of society standing of fame that my family will once again love this lonely Sag. & accept him back once again, even though hes not the typical life of rainbows and cheerier happiness, rather then this untypical woo is me... self depression combat will bring to a person. so if any of you SAG's out there think there life gets difficult try being a SAG with ADHD, PTSD, and dyslexia. it is defiantly a trip with out the chemicals. (been clean for over 18 months)
now i leave you with the question i have, it seems like every time i think about another relationship, i always seem to be thinking of a Gemini, and since i have been on the road trying to fine my new place in this world, i keep on running in to this two faced astrological way of torment. the connection between me and them are always strong but short lived, and i noticed that it is our polar opposites, which is why they say opposites attract... but i was wondering if any of you SAGs out there have this uncanny way of running into a particular astrological sign over and over with no intention of seem them out intentionally? if so was it a Gemini, or can any Sag's give me some advice on how to stay focused on what i have in front of me rather than what might be out there....