When you feel its right! : )

Oops my question was directed at Shaubby sorry lol! But hi to jenlyn also : )

my bday is 15/4/71 - dizzy mare!! lol.

Blessings x

Hi jenlyn.

I would love a quick read from you if you are able and not too busy to fit me in.

I'd really like to know how my involvement with a combined career and a move overseas will go and if next year will be the time for it.

Most apreciated.

Blessings Lisa x

Idont think you need to feel shame about it, your longing could be a way of telling you you want a different life it could be a catalyst for change.

What do you want deep down?

Hi Daphodil (Hi all)

I'm with Notshy on all that.

I was in a violent relationship for 5yrs, the want for the fix no matter what form it comes in will always be greater and even if hes doing rehab you need to back away and let him learn on his own. Its said "what doesnt kill you makes you stronger" i took punching, kicking verbal abuse all because i tried to help it was his bag of crap and i was trying to carry it for him.

There was little of 'me' left it took until my ex set fire to my bed and tried to lock me in the bedroom thats when i broke, that was attempted murder.

He may not be this way with you but you need to think about your child too.

When you are not around to be his emotional crutch/mother/lover/friend etc then he will HAVE to make the choice if you continue to pamper his needs he will never learn and neither will you.

I actually think you just want someone to say it'll all work out, he'll wake up one morning and everything will be a bed of roses, thats not reality.

I'm sorry if it sounds harsh but its not a reading you need its a reality check.

My advice is leave, tough love is sometimes the only way.

Blessings to you and i hope the best for you no matter what you decide

Lx

Kateyez

The fact that you recognise you have over come so many obsticles shows your strength and understanding of your situations, being a trusting person doesnt make you stupid it just makes for lessons to be learned in some cases. i was in a violent relationship for 5 yrs i lost who i was and had been manipulation comes in many guises.

As far as your BF goes he's the one who's lost out, your loyalty now is with you make your life better if all he did was suck your energy dry then you dont need a vampire in your life.

I know how hard it is to start again but you need to think about your future, a child is a gift i am unable to have a family due to medical reasons but coming from a single parent family i can totally empathise with the struggle you may feel is heading your way, its only your belief that makes this a problem there is no proof that the future will be so bleak. Only you can decided and choose to do what is best.

You will find friends and support and this in particular i feel will come from someone who surprises you.

Make a list of what you want in your future and meditate on it, i understand the hurt and loss i've been there but believe me when i say that it wont hurt for long and when you let go of your pain things will be so much brighter for you.

Much love

Blessings Lx

I've got caught up reading about Riech's orgone energy over the past while, i've read accounts of people debunking his work and ideas but i have to say i'm finding it really fasinating. Anyone got any thing they'd like to add about it?

The veil between worlds is due to thin again at the end of this month.

How will you be celebrating the energies and lives of our ancestors?

Ok hun! lol

Blessings. x

Hi MyJourney

Youre confusing England with the size of the UK as a whole lol! We're certainly no where near as big as canada and we dont have bears mores the pity

Sorry for my ignorance but i didnt know about you having a Thanks Giving Day there in Canada

i celebrated it with my boyfriend in the US in '08' i'll miss it this year but will be with him for xmas instead which i'm looking forward to.

I'd love to visit Canada one day i have relatives in Kingston and friends in Vancouver that i havent seen in years.

By the way i love the pics you always put up on here theyre always beautiful and full of energy just like you!

Blessings to you

Lx