Thank you so much for the reading. Its very interesting that this year is the Justice card. Thats a card that has frequently came up in the past readings over the years, and I was never quite certain how I can apply it to my life better. I am a lawyer by training (ever since my first Justice card at 22 and thought it reflected that I made a right choice for grad school) but in recent times (this year in particular), I have been finding it difficult to make an inroad into the career that I want. Honestly, when I wrote asking for guidance, I was at the point of giving up on my dreams having been pretty lost, paralyzed with indecision really, this whole year on how to make things happen. Seeing that card, I think, has given me the strength to give stick with my chosen career, and keep trying. (Though, haha I admit, it also means, you haven't tried hard enough all year thats why you are stuck like a pig in the mud=D ).
In relation to the relationship question, I think is quite accurate. The person I care a lot of about, think, at most can only be characterised as close friends. But I always felt we have this strange chemisty between us that goes more then that. I know it sounds absolutely nuts, but sometimes I can feel him. Haha, quite useful really because at least I know when he would (or would not) call. But since we now live in two different countries, I never told him how I felt about him, and frankly, even when we were in the same country, I was quite scared that taking that step would only damage the relationship. Because I have never placed him in a pure friends category, I have always conceals aspects of myself that I would not with other friends, simply because I could not be sure he would stick around if he found out how I feel, and my feelings are not reciprocated. Its been nearly a year, and through effort, we have remain in relatively close contact. Haha, definitely not as much as I liked, but well, I always want more. I'll try to not hide so much, though I admit its hard. My first instincts is always to protect myself.
I'm very glad that you pulled the Sun card. In definite need of some hope for change. Thank you for the reading Universal Harmony, it has given me the strength to start trying again and not be so scared that things wont work out.