Posts made by secretlygone

Hello Hans, it has been a while since I have been on so I don't know if you remember me. You did a few readings for me a while back that were very helpful and overall, pretty correct. Thank you for that.

I was wondering if you would perhaps be gracious enough to do one for me now? It's been about 6 or 7 months I believe since you last did one for me. I'm in a new (well, new since my last reading but really we've been together for 8 months) relationship and was wondering if you could give me any insight or wisdom on it? I know how I feel about it, but i'm curious to see if the cards would echo my thoughts and feelings about it.

Also, depending on what they say, if there is anything about future people coming into my life or past ones coming back or anything!

Or even a general reading would be great. It'd be nice to know if i'm ever going to get myself out of this debt! Things seem to slowly be getting better but at times it looks as if i'm just getting nowhere.

Thank you so much if you choose to do a reading for me! I am just curious to what they would have to say about things 7 months after my last one.

Thank you Hans!!

I have a new boyfriend since then. We've been together exactly 2 months as of tomorrow. Do you see anything there? For a future? He is a really, genuinely great and sweet guy. The total opposite of what I normally date, but I think he's what I need. We are hoping to go on a vacation to Florida this coming May or June. I don't know if it will happen, but I hope so. My mom jokes around that she thinks we'll end up married. I don't know. It's still early but I care a lot about him and I really just enjoy spending time with him!

"Wow you guys continue to amaze me! I have never even heard of indigo children before or crystal children. I took a quiz and found myself in the 94 th percentile. I could identify with almost everything except that I ve been told my aura is combinations of yellows and oranges. What does that mean? This really helped me understand myself better. Thanks for sharing. I could never understand why I couldnt just "fall i line" with what everyone else was doing. Going to school was absolute torture for me and I can not stand doing the typical 9-5 and I absolutely hate the school schedule that my kids are on. I get really annoyed when people start any sentence with "you should" it makes me cringe and want to do exact opposite. I was always told I have very big exotic looking eyes and people have a hard time making eye contact with me. I have always felt like I have a bigger purpose in this life then just to be here living and I was afraid to let people know that because they might think i am being arrogant. I have been told since I was a child that I am wise beyond my years and I have had a difficult time making alot of friends. I am more a lone wolf type even though I am friendly and sociable. My parents could never understand why I was always bringing home "stray " types of people. And wanting to "fix" them. They would tell me you are so much better than so and so why are you friends with that? My response would be I want to help, Dont you care? I have been accused of knowing things about people that I should not as if its a bad thing. Really? I could go on and on about this I am so excited! But I will spare the rest of you on here all my rambling and just say thank you know I am understanding even more. Reading about this has been like going through 20 years of therapy for me. I also want to say that I had been told also that I had symptoms of a person with ADD. I thought they were nuts. I like being "different" and I wish I had known that this was okay years ago. That I was created this way for a reason that Im not just a big underachiever LOSER. Thanks so much!!!!! xoxoxoxox "

Lovin... can I just say that by describing yourself you literally also just described me down to a T and like 110%! If I were to ever try to talk about myself to someone...this is exactly what I would tell them about myself. Because that's just me. Totally.

I feel like i'm not alone!

Dear Hans,

I haven't been to this place in quite a while but life has been very busy for me. I am finally happy and I think i'm pretty at peace with things. I just wanted to say thank you for your patience with me a few months back and provide you with an update. I don't know if you remember me or not, but i'm hoping you might.

But anyways, he did come home on his leave and you were right. He did not see me. But I did not try to see him either. He did spend time with that other girl and he has been super clingy to her like you said he would be. He still tries to talk to me from time to time. He tries to tell me he loves me but that he loves her too. I have told him we are done. He has asked to be my friend several time, to which i've told him I have no interest in being his friend right now after how he treated me.

So far pretty much everything your cards have said, has come true. I will be curious to see if him wanting to try things again actually comes to play around/by the 5th or 6th of June as your cards said. I know he should be home for good sometime in May or beginning of June. The last time I vaguely spoke with him he told me that he will leave me alone the rest of the time he is in Iraq but that when he comes home he wants to sit down and talk face to face and that he feels he owes me a real apology.

So, I just wanted to tell you that so far you seem to have been spot on. I don't know if things have changed at all for the cards since then, but thank you for your insight and help.

Thank you Hans!

I ended up receiving a text from him at about 6am this morning. All is said was "Hi. I know you're probably sleeping and don't want to hear from me. So i'm sorry."

I don't know what he was saying sorry for or even the purpose of trying to talk to me, but I just didn't reply or try to contact him back at all today. It just doesn't feel right. Especially because I continue to hear things that he's saying. Like that he doesn't want to work things out ever with me and wants to start new. And just a few things that are blatant lies.

I just wish I knew what the "so i'm sorry" was for. I didn't know if it was for the fact that he was even saying hi or like a sorry for everything. But, I don't know. I didn't ask.

Thank you! I've been told I have the psychic triangle on my palm and that I am very good at reading people and situations and my gut feelings about things is almost always correct and this is how i've been feeling about it all.

What do you mean by I have contribute something that only I can do and nobody else can do?

Dear Hans,

Thank you. So are you saying that his heart still wants me, but his head is getting in the way (along with pride) so he is just going with her for now? But essentially that you can only ignore and deny your heart for so long?

I don't know. I've always been a firm believer in following your heart and listening to it. Like mine keeps telling me not to worry, that he loves me and that he will come back at some point in the not too distant future and want a second chance. But my head keeps telling me that no he won't and he really does want her and all this bad mouthing (and well to be honest blatant lies about me) is how he really feels. My head says it would be dumb to even consider giving him another chance, while my heart says...it's not completely over yet.

People's head's at least have logic and can be rational. While the heart just knows what it wants.

Dear Hans,

So my ex is now telling him best friend (also one of my best friends) that he has had a lot of time to think about what he wants and that he loves the other girl and no longer loves me. Does he really mean this or is this just his way of licking his wounds and making himself feel better after I told him I want nothing to do with him anymore? He has also told our mutual best friend that he has told me to leave him alone and let him be, which is totally not the care because it was actually me who said that to him and he is not respecting my wishes.

I am so confuse and at such a loss of what is going on. I wish I could understand better and not care. But such things are much easier said than done. I wish these things didn't bother me but no matter how much I try to pretend that what he says doesnt get to me or bother me, it really does. =[

I was told that anytime you are doing a reading, if cards fall out it's because they have something to say.

So I would think...just look at them and see what they're saying.

Hmm, okay! Thank you! Lol. I'll be curious to see if he actually tries to come back and work things out! Things don't really point to that right now, but then again that can change in the next several months.

I should or should not bother getting back together with him? I'm just clarifying cause the internet and typing can be a tricky thing! Sometimes we accidentally leave words out! Then again you could have meant should! Sorry! I just know how I sometimes leave out words! We're all human!

He actually IMed me this morning! Very surprisingly. He just wanted to see how I was doing and such. I made sure to keep the conversation just general and upbeat. He tried a few times to take it in directions I didn't feel it should go, but I was able to successfully deflect it from going there peacefully.

Also, there is this guy at work that I kind of have a wee crush on. He seems sweet. Anything there?

Okay, thank you Hans!!

I don't know what to do. Lol. I don't know if I should not bother getting back together with him if/when he comes around and wants to try again. Seeing as how he's already done so much damage. If it that, getting back together with him to try again would be a good thing. It sounds like it would serve no purpose and go nowhere anyways even if I did.

Hans, thank you again for all your help. The past few weeks between your insight and me deciding for now it's best that he and I don't talk, I have finally found some peace with the situation and within myself for the first time in over 6 months. I just wanted to thank you for that and being so kind and generous.

Will he ever actually apologize to me for everything? I feel like he will, but I can never be too sure. I've gotten plenty of "i'm sorry's" but I feel like I deserve a real apology. Will he ever come clean about all his lies and what he is hiding? Or will he continue to lie and deny things?

I'm guessing that if/when we give things a second try...it won't actually last very long and will end pretty quickly.

Yeah, I have been trying to understand. Before he left he told me he wanted to break up because he needed to have his head there and not at home worrying about someone. And that if something happened to him, he didn't want to leave me behind. So on, so forth.

Just lately I feel really slighted because ever since I stopped talking to him he just seems oh-so happy with the other girl. Or maybe it's just a front he is putting up, I do not know. I'm just tryingn to take space for myself to get myself and life back on track and give him space. Before I never, ever contacted him first. For the past 6 months since he has been gone he initiated conversation every day and I merely just responded. Yet, I know between the stress of trying to get my own life back on track and missing him, we seemed to argue a loooot....which is ultimately why I just decided that for now until he straightens up and gets his head straight and until I can de-stress and take care of some things in my life, that perhaps it's better we do not talk.

Hi Soulpurpose!! Thanks for your response! My friends tarot cards told me that in a past life I wasn't exactly the nicest or well the best person. I accept that but like I say, I can't change my past life! I'm not whoever that person was anymore!

Yeah, I often feel down and pick up on other people's emotions very quickly. And I learn almost instantly whether I like or dislike a person. There are a few people that i'm not sure about at first and it takes me a little while to figure them out.

I don't really know why with such little and vague information.

I know mine come from the fact that i'm going through a huuuuge upheaval and turning point in my life so i'm awake all night thinking about everything that is stressing me out and analyzing the decisions i'm making and if they're the right things. knowing what i WANT to see happen but doubting that they actually will and well, my head is a gigantic mess. especially at night time when I want to sleep and can't because my mind is restless and there is no one around to talk to.

No, I have no idea what that means. I've never even heard of that. I'm still new to everything! I didn't even know it was possible to have a "psychic triangle" on my palm. I actually have 2 on one palm...she pointed out one and my friend pointed out another one.

Have you tried doing a google for it?

Ugh it just happened again. A repeat episode of Ghost Hunters is on the TV in my room...i'm not actually watching it and really am not even listening but it got the the reveal part where you can hear something saying "It's..." and can't hear the rest and my eyes just instantly filled with tears and now i'm covered in goosebumps. Sheesh not even paying attention and it happens!

I've found that I generally like MOST people, but there are some people that I instantly dislike. But it's a lot stronger than a dislike. Like I really want NOTHING to do with them and I don't want to talk to them or be around them. Some people I get the feeling so strongly that I don't even want to have anything to do with someone their connected with (like a mutual friend or boyfriend) and I find myself being like "either that person leaves your life, or I leave your life."

I am very, very, very rarely wrong about people or situations and whether they are good people or not and how a situation is going to turn out.

I just often don't like to listen to myself and my feelings about situations and people that have to do with me. =P I'm stubborn and continue to hold hope even when I know I shouldn't.

I just remember finding it very, very odd that this psychic was all happy and upbeat with my friends and with me, I had the shortest palm reading out of the 3 of us and she was very brisk with me and seemed quite unhappy. It bothered me. I never did anything to this women and was quite nice to her and very friendly and polite and even gave her a generous tip (and paid my friends tip for her as well).

Ahh, okay. So i'm not alone. Lol.

I just have never really understood why. It's happened to me for as long as I can remember but I didn't know if it was normal of all people or if it was because of the triangle and such.