I love him so much. All I do is think day and night about him. I sometimes feel as if I am going crazy over him. He is soooo slow at getting this relationship up and running. I feel like our plane is just going in circles on the runway and can't seem to be able to take off . BTW, the plane is our relationship in this silly analogy . But he has come along way. From ignoring me and not showing much interest in me, now he is actually calling me. He would only text me before.
His birthday was two weeks ago and I bought him accessories for his guitar. An amplifier, a tool kit to fix or adjust his guitar strings, picks, a key chain that holds his picks. You see he just started guitar, music school and has decreased his work hours to dedicate himself to learning the guitar. He loves music and even moved one block away from school to devote himself to it. I admire this about him. Well, I wrapped each little gift separately and put them all in a gift bag. He unwrapped one at a time and was so excited to unwrap the next one. He thanked me and the first thing he told me was, "now I feel guilty". I knew exactly why he said that, but told him that there was no need to feel guilty it was his bday after all. But i know why he said that. The reason for that statement was because I gave him his present one week later. because he went to Vegas for his birthday and disappeared on me for like five days. He didn't call me nor text me. He basically treated me like I was not important to him. It hurt me, but I told myself that I need to be patient with this man. He asked me out to dinner and later told me that I was the only one that gave him a bday present this year, with the exception of his 21yr old son that bought him a book but told him that he would give it to him once he read it himself. I could tell that he was truly touched by my thoughtful presents and really appreciated it.
He is warming up to me. But we have yet to talk about being exclusive. I don't want to push the issue because I would want him to bring it up himself. But I don't know what I need to do to bring about this conversation.
I see him about once per week and during the week he randomly sends me texts telling me he is missing me or just wishing me a nice day and calls me sweetie or baby a lot in the texts. I know I sound like a teenager in love but that is how this man makes me feel. How do I get him to be my boyfriend!!?? Lol, going crazy here.
Sorry for the long post. Any advice will be appreciated.
Wishing love to everybody.