Thanks for replying Sukki. Well i'm not sure what I want from him really other than to know he feels the same way about me as I do him. We are both in other relationships and at the time we found each other I think we were both just needing someone to talk to. And he has told me before that I am the only one he can talk to about certain things and he is the same for me. I think we kind of fill a void for each other. I just never expected to develop the feelings I did. I have told him how I feel. I do not want him to drop his life to be with me and I do not want to drop my life to be with him. I like the way things are and want to keep them that way but inside I can't help but be afraid that I will lose everything I love about him.
I guess I just I am just wishful thinking when I want him to tell me that I am more to him than just a friend. I want him to tell me he thinks of me as much as I do him. I want him to tell me that he has thought "what if" about he and I being a couple. Crazy I know since that's all I really want lol. Maybe it's a little selfish on my part for wanting to have more than I really need.