Thank you very much @Anon-Undertaker-0 @Jayann @moonalisa and @TheCaptain for the very uplifting and positive message. Reading this makes me feel better now. I know that it really takes time to heal emotionally and starting to trust someone again will be a challenge. Posting about how I felt is my way of taking all of the negative feelings out. It really helped a lot. I did not expect such responses from you. You made me feel like I am not alone. Yes we all have sometime dealt with heartbreaks in our lives, in all kinds of relationship and I believe this all made us stronger. It just sucks to realize that I had been investing on something that will only give me difficult times in the end. Yes, someone better will come, but I am afraid that I will not be able to recognize him because I am scared to love again. I have to learn to love myself again. To empower myself again. And I now believe that being here will help me heal.
I sound stupid, but how do you know if someone is right for you? If that someone is the one for you?Somehow, hearing that someone will come into my life and is very close from you @TheCaptain made me feel a little confident. I wish I could have met that person sooner. Then I will no longer have to deal with this pain. But, thinking back, I realized that you are all right, this experience meant to teach me something. Maybe I am meant to do something meaningful.
Thank you very much for sending these thoughts. These meant a lot for me. Really.