Dear LOAP, no, I do not work at a shop and no, I do not know a caucasian who wears blue and who may at work, unload goods. I feel the vision you are seeing is completely not related to me. You might be experiencing a mix somewhere. But my ex is gone and all communication has now stopped. I know it is over for sure and I cannot, for the life of me, imagine a day where he will reappear. I still thank you for your time and for all you have done to help me. Again, thank you for being awesome!