Dear Livingonaprayer,

Please forgive me in all the chaos and crisis I did not even see your thread. It has been a trying time for me this year. But some of your predictions were true...I am living in my own house but one of my daughters live with me, it is true I have a load of work on me by my own choosing because I am returning back to school to finish to get my PhD in Epidemiology, and the clouds have cleared ...my ex is of my past and now I am looking forward.

In fact someone found me and has helped me through this transitional time in my life. I am so greatful for this thread, the universe for opening the door to new beginnings, God is holding my hand now and happiness and love has been restored to my broken heart.

In great gratitude,

Rooster5

Dear Waterman79,

Remember a year a go you told me a good match was with a Taurus? Well ( months later I am getting an annulment becasue my Taurus husband had an affair, fathered a baby, and I caught him with his hand in the cookie jar. To make this more ugly...he did not even come to be with me...his wife during my cancer surgery.

This was a VERY bad choice for any woman.

Rooster5

Dear Kn7,

It is quite interesting that you have suggested the Leo or Scorpio signs. Why you ask...my deceased husband, Keith was a scorpio. We had a 20 year marriage but unfortunately he passed away due from surgical complications.

We were both water signs and deeply connected emotionally through the heart and mind.

I think he has been watching and trying to protect me from the other side.

My new love, Martin is a Leo and we are intensely connected eventhough we are apart due to a long distant relationship. I think this will be remedied in the near future.

On a side note, I think my deceased husband, Keith brought my new love, Martin to me. Because Keith still loves me from the other side and Martin is the extension of Keith.

A thought of happiness,

Rooster5

Dear Illuminate,

I totally agree with shadowmist. I tell you why. I am a female cancer. We tend to love and nurture our families.

BUT...The Tarurus I was married to for 9 months was immature for his age, lied, cheated and fathered a baby while I was going through cancer surgery. He only thought of himself, strong narcissitic ideals, and had no compassion for the next person or the situation.

I don't understand how it was established that Taurus are loyal...they are only loyal to themselves.

Rooster5

Bluecat123,

Yes my husband has fooled me throughout the marriage and when I needed him the most he was involved with somebodyelse. This is why I said my husband was in wolf's clothing.

But I have found happiness once again.

I have gone through another transformance that started with my physical appearance and has ended in the awakening of my spiritual being.

I have arisen like the Phoenix from the dark ashes.

Rooster5

Dear Sunshine,

I have been back from the South. I have good news. The universe let me see how my husband was actually in wolf's clothing so to speak.

The universe has granted me a new love and I have a song in my heart once again. My husband is only a fading memory.

I am moving forward with my head held up high with dignity and no regrets.

Rooster5

Dear Sunshine,

You have worked very hard in your life. I think you deserve a piece of the American pie just like everyone else.

I think it is great that you were able to attain a mortgage to get your own home.

I say go ahead and grab the brass ring. You must try or you will never know. I think the universe has bestowed this gift at your feet. You must not return or abuse this gift.

Like all of us that has a house...nothing is problem free. You take the ups and down just in life.

Rooster5

Dear Mardepp,

Thank you for supporting me and giving me your strength to move forward. But through all of this I feel sorry and compassion for my husband. Somewhere along the line he fell from God's grace.My friends and family can't understand and think I should just throw him to the wolves.

I guess I feel this way because I am the mature one in this relationship. But I will not return to this relationship and I am walking away with my head held high...with dignity.

Rooster5

Dear Shadowmist,

Thank you your support. I sit here this early morning ready to go to church to find some peace and comfort. I still ask the question why. How could things have come to this. Why did it had to end this way. What happened to the love.Why didn't he show any compassion for me. Why did he want the things that belong to me...like my family 's paintings.Did he hate me that much that he kicked me out of our home.Why couldn't he have waited before moving his girlfriend in my home.

Reflecting,

Rooster5

Dear Patchlove,

I drove down South with my daughter and a girlfriend to get my things from our home in Mississippi.

I was shocked that my husband had changed all the locks on the house. I had to plead with the landlord to give me the keys to the house. The doctors only gave me three days to travel due to my fragile body. I was so sick that my heart began to suffer and I could feel my blood having a hard time pumping throughout my heart causing pain in my chest..

Then my daughter had seen my husband with his new girlfriend and said we got to hurry.

My husband would even give me a glass of water. He just watched me suffer in agony and would not help me.

My daughter and girlfriend scurried to get my things in the truck. They were able to get the big items into the truck. I was so greatful they worked to get my things.

The kitchen was a mess and it looked like it was not cleaned for days.

Then my husband started to kick my boxed items around with his foot. I said to him I don't do that to your things don't do it to mine. That is when my husband grabbed me by my arm and left significant bruises on my left arm. You could even see his fingerprints on my left arm.

I was just trying to get my things from the house.

My husband just kicked me out and would not let me stay to rest. I had to get a hotel room eventhough my name was on the lease.

I could feel that my bed was slept in by his new girlfriend. My husband couldn't even wait until I moved my things out before he moved her in our house. He even told me that he would get her to do bodily harm to me.

I filed a police report for domestic abuse. I never thought he would do this to me.

I am so glad I was able to come away from this relationship. I couldn't wait to leave Mississippi.

Now I must look forward and not backwards.

Rooster5