Hi all, I am married with 2 children, was quite contented, plodding along, nice kind husband and father; when out of the blue met a man, in a professional capacity ,and the chemistry has blown me away, his touch can be sometimes electric other times I can just feel heat (through clothes), our eyes once locked, its was sort of like looking into my own eyes, but I got lost, I was completely drowning and not able to move - bearing in mind there was other people in the room and we were in an office - I had to fight hard to get myself out of this trance, I almost had to throw myself out of it, he must of noticed - how weird is that?? I have also seen him respond to me as well, with what I can only describe as a sudden lightening bolt - so he must be experiencing this too. I dont look into his eyes anymore, too scared to, in fact I transferred branches a couple of months ago so I can stay away from him; I wouldnt be surprised if he thought I wasnt interested in him anymore, as I have been shutting down towards him. But I dont want to, I want him v badly, have never felt like this before, I feel like I love him, although I really dont like to admitt this, he is killing me, I miss him, I am now just existing, I feel heavy, crushed, its hard to move even, but I have to carry on. His position is more professional than mine, it would be quite inproper for him to approach me romantically, although he did send me roses, with a professional message though - confused, did he mean it romantically, it was a strange professional gesture!! But I have never been unfaithful, nor did I ever think I would, but.... I'm just not sure what to do, I would like to contact him and have it out, at least he could tell me where to go, then I can move on - its been over a year now. I am by the way, old enough to know better, old enough to realise these sort of feelings dont happen very often, probably not even once in a lifetime. He is also married with one child, not a completely happy relationship, if colleagues are to be believed. I have not really believed in soulmates or things like that, but after the connection I felt with him, I am beginning to wonder if there really is something in it - were we meant to be together, should we be together, I dont know, sorry very confused and I suppose I'm just looking for a sign whether I should approach him and let him know some of what I feel and see what happens - kill or cure!!! My tarot card reading seemed to suggest I go for it - but I suppose its easy to read things in a way to suit . Please any advice would be really welcome, this is driving me mad, I really cant carry on like this!! Sorry I realise this is quite a garbled message. Anyone else been in a similar situation? Many thanks
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