Captain, I have been going through quite a time lately, financially, medically, emotionally.... you name it I have got it going on. I was hoping that perhaps you can see anything for myself my beautiful 10 year old son and my husband. I have a terrible relationship with my Mother and my son's father who are continually creating painful situations. I am disabled in pain constantly and yet am terrified of Dr.s so I avoid the treatment needed. I was told sometime back that I am dealing with past life issues. I personally also feel I may be an Empath b/c I am able to feel others feelings overwhelmingly (even on the news or tv shows) and can become quite drained at that. Due to my Mother and her slander and nastiness I have lost all my family ties. I feel very vulnerable and alone. All I want to do is support my Husband and help him accomplish his dreams and for my son to not be a pawn but just a happy little boy. Any assistance guidance anything you see specifically for financial improvement and family harmony would be greatly appreciated.

I am Pisces 02/26/1970 born in Hudson Valley NY 9:56 am

my son Taurus 05/04/00 @8:20pm in Lake Worth FL

My husband Pisces 03/08/86 born in Brevard SC his mother was never honest about his actual birth conception another very strange situation. I apologize for being so wordy AND even for asking as I know it is a gift. However I am feeling about as close to a breakdown as I have in a long while and could really use some advice as to what the universe wants of me what am I missing here. Help Please. Blessed Be to you for all you do. May all good things come to you as well. Thanks for listening.

I have been off the forum for over a year now and while some things in life have improved others seem even more trying. I would love a general reading as to what lessons I am missing here. I am a Pisces/Taurus rising dob- 02/26/1970 born @ 9:26 am Newburgh , NY . Anyone who would be so kind as to help a fellow soul who is floundering (pun intended) would be most appreciated. I thank you in advance and am open to any and all help. Blessed Be to all.

Dear Olivebranch,

I believe you have replied to me on occasion I recall b/c we share a Birthday. Apparently this is a challenging year for the 2/26 pisces (1970 here). I most definitely will pray for you as I can completely understand what kind of year you have had. One of those OK I made it through that , and Bam another major occurrence to deal with. I am so sorry to hear about your test. You are a strong woman and through this site have so many beautiful, loving, strong, gifted people to focus their energy toward your coming through this better, stronger and most definitely happier & OK.

If Aliyah hasn't already spoken with you Circle of Light has been very helpful to me during my recent repeated, exhausting events. I am guessing since you have been here longer than me you probably have spoken with her. I have only been on the site for a few months wish I had found it sooner.

Much love and light to you. Blessed be.

Rikku

by he way I did not use the sh word I used the p00p version and they bleeped me lol

Dearest Kay,

First let me say you have gotten some great loving support and advisement already. Not being as gifted as some who have shared. But, I am here too to offer my support and love to you.

I have been away from the forum off and on b/c I have been going through a rough time as well. I saw Ahliyah's email and rushed here to let you know that I also wonder those very same things. I also have no traditional Thanksgiving dinner to give my son this year..... what we do have though is each other. In the past 3 years I had my mother help my ex run off with my son so she could have access to him while I could not. After a long battle losing everything (material) I had worked for over the past 20 something years he is back home with me and my mother is still trying to start problems. Not to compare b/c every situation is different. Life is filled with peaks and valleys but all serve their purpose. I was incredibly touched by Libra's Lair's sharing (as usual). As bad as things get remember this. YOU are ok YOU are loved and YOU are worthy of happiness. As cliche' as it sounds these things do make us stronger and your children will ALWAYS treasure YOU over any dinner or present or material item EVER will! I know that I treasure every moment with my son now as I did before and all the toys he has will gladly sit collecting dust over taking a nature walk with Mom or making a grilled cheese sandwich with MOM or just about doing anything with Mom. Remember this always if you every need anything just ask and you will be provided for (maybe not exactly the way you planned) the way it must be done. When ever I think I can't take it anymore I only have to look to my child to see that I am blessed, worthy and I am here for a reason.

You, Kay are here for a reason. Your children will love you and they understand difficult times (remember our relatives who lived through the depression) and they love you because of who you are not what you can give them.

Blessed be to you Kay and make this and every day the best day ever! My son laughs at me when I say this... but just this morning I had a major puppy cleanup at 5 am and I was laughing and joking (and gagging lol) and my son said "how can you be so happy when you are cleaning all this poop up?" I told him life is gonna throw some poop at you now and then and it's those times we need to laugh the most. For all it is worth, I love you Kay and I don't even know you but I sense a similar circumstance and I know if I can do it so can you. Here's to having a great holiday with your children and to much laughter in your heart and your home.

Blessed be to you all as always may the love and gifts you share come back to you many times.

PS If you take Libra's Lairs advice I bet you have a great one.

Great Topic!! I am a relative newcomer to this site and have found so many generous loving spirits, guidance and support. Needless to say I don't come here to buy UGG boots or Puma sneakers. I signed in this morning after not being here for a few and went to unanswered posts......almost all of them are spam at the very least you have to wade through quite a few to find the real posts. As stated above not the vibe we come to this site for. Spirituality not capitalism. Just putting in my 2 cents for what it's worth I support this effort 100%.

I am thankful for so many things but here are a few.....

Love, that I am free to give and receive.

My Son, Cameron, who blesses me on a minute by minute basis. First by choosing me to be his parent in this lifetime (I do not take this lightly) and repeatedly for giving me a joy I had never known until l looked at his face the first time. He is almost 10 and I love him more every second if that is even possible.

My Husband, Brad who is my friend my love and co-parent to my Son. Who accepts me as I am. They keep me going when I don't think I can any more.

My life which I still find a puzzle even after a million hours of retrospection (lol). A life I know is a gift and has a purpose no matter how many peaks and valleys.

The Universe which gives gifts aplenty all day every day, joins us, humanity, nature, earth, space, time and all things. The beauty that surrounds us is awesome and divine.

The animals that have shared and still share my life. Have loved me unconditionally and shared their gentle spirits with me. As well as those animals I have communed with in nature who have shared with me so much insight and wisdom.

To those that come here to this forum to share their gifts and wisdom as well as their personal experiences to help others in their spiritual journeys. I have been so blessed by so many here that I would like to say Thank You again.

To tarot.com for opening this thread and to allow us to help feed the hungry of which there are too many in a world so abundant.

Blessed be to all and may the gits and love you share be returned to you many times over.

also to Cris1962 I actually added one additional post to our original discussion/reading you were kind enough to do regarding my son's possible psychic abilities and if you see any empah abilities for me? I don't know if you ever got to see it but if you get a chance I would love you to check it. I again, understand I am a newbie and you not only share so much of yourself but have of course your own grief and personal life. I don't want you to think I am asking too much just was hoping you might read it if you can. I will also keep you posted on the Past life regression therapy and how it goes with Ahliyah. Thank you again for all your help and guidance. I hope all is well with you and yours.

Blessed be to you in all you do

I felt drawn to this thread and now I see why. Firstly to Kay I am so sorry for your loss. I couldn't begin to give any better advice as you have been blessed to receive guidance from some of the best, very gifted, loving and respected/respectful individuals., Wenchie definitely hit it on the head in the fact that there is a lot of this energy going on right now I myself have experienced it to a degree off illness for months. I have been working very hard toward positivity etc, but I know I need spiritual work and time and oft times help and guidance. I realized that I had to step back and figure out what the universe was trying to tell me.I had lost my spirituality to an extent and became too focused o the mundane . I had lost myself in feelings of betrayal etc due to people I loved/trusted hurting me. Now I know I don't have to let that happen.I have to work everyday but the more positive and focused spiritually I am, the better energy surrounds me & the more strength I have.Things have improved in my life in every aspect from health to my relationship with my husband even to finances in a short while. Due in big part to me coming to this forum & advice from some of the same people who have given help and love to you above as well. Kay don't ever give up because you are a precious soul and you are here for a reason. You deserve love and happiness and while it may take work you will be rewarded with yourself and that is the best gift ever.

Blessed be to you all,

Rikku

PS Ahliyah if you read this I was actually looking for you on the advice of Cris1962, and the fact that I have been drawn to your postings as well. It's nice to see the greeting Namaste. Anyway I wanted to say hi and since I came to this thread I now have a contact for you - is this the best way to reach you or should I just go to the Circle of Gold on the Divination Forum?

Blessed Be to you in all you do and may your gifts continue to grow in love and light.

Blessed be to you all,

Rikku

Hello all!

To igohumble, I have been through a major issue with negativity (negative energy being directed at me intentionally)ie psychic attacks which allowed my own fear, anger, betrayal to continue manifesting negative energy in a dangerous physical way.To be clear I was not sending negative energy to anyone I believe that is wrong being wiccan we believe in no harm to others and what you send out so shall you receive. I allowed, even aided negative energy to manifest in me due to my anger fear etc. As LS described in this thread and others, cleansed energized crystals are most helpful as protection and have many other helpful & healing powers.

Mirroring is a meditation (there are also mirror type magick spells) used in a manner to protect you and those you care for. I picture myself (my son, husband pets etc)ascending a stairway surrounded by nothing but space at the top is a mirrored door which opens and allows us in. Inside it closes behind us so we are in a huge room encased completely with mirrors facing out as a reflective wall of protection. This sends the negative energy directed toward you back to the sender. Inside this mirrored room you can picture anyway you feel comfortable with of course you make the rules. You can move about freely etc. My room is actually a forest setting since nature is my joy with trees, moss, streams, birds all of it lol. It also has a huge 4 poster bed which I sometimes picture me and my loved ones just lying there together enjoying the nature all about. If you have any other questions feel free. I hope this helps I know it's a lot of sharing my personal way just as an example. Please be sure, you can do this any way you feel most powerful and comfortable. The most important thing is the focus & visualization of a mirror sending negative energy or bad energies directed at you from others back to the sender.

Lisa it sounds like things are already going much better. (Ironically I am a Pisces sun with a Taurus ascendant and a Scorpio moon) The power of positive energy and loving support and guidance goes a long way doesn't it.? I have said it before and I say it again I wish I had a Mom that was as devoted as you are.

LS I just adore you and you know it! You have given me some great advice and helped me to see past my limitations during a very weak time, and you share so honestly and lovingly with so many. You are a wise one. You deserve the compliment

High Priestess you too are an amazing individual and I have seen many beautiful helpful things you have shared. As LS said may your gift continue to be a source of love and guidance, and may all you give come back to you many times.

Blessed be to all

Rikku