THANKS SO MUCH SWEETRAVENNCINCY!!! YOU HAVE VERY GOOD INSIGHT INTO THINGS AND OFFER VERY GOOD ADVICE AND GAVE ME ALOT OF THINGS TO THINK ABOUT . THAT WAS MY WHOLE PURPOSE OF POSTING MY SITUATION HERE, NOT TO BE BELITTLED BY SOME PEOPLE THAT MAYBE FEEL THEY ARE BETTER THAN OTHERS....
THE ISSUE GOING ON WITH ME AND THIS GUY RIGHT NOW IS WE ARE GIVING THINGS WITH US SOME SPACE I GUESS YOU COULD SAY. WE BOTH HAVE ALOT GOING ON RIGHT NOW AND FOR ME I NEED TO FOCUS ON MYSELF AND MY SON....AND YOU ARE RIGHT, I NEED TO FIND OUT WHO I AM AGAIN....BEING IN A MARRIAGE WHERE I FELT VERY UNLOVED AND UNWANTED FOR SO LONG AND THEN ENDING UP BEING VERBALLY, MENTALLY AND EMOTIONALLY ABUSED HAS REALLY LEFT ALOT OF SCARS TO HEAL...
I KNOW THAT I CANT FULLY GIVE MYSELF OR MY HEART TO SOMEONE UNTIL IAM ME AGAIN...SLOWLY SINCE BEING SEPERATED I HAVE FOUND LAUGHTER AND JOY IN MY LIFE THROUGH FRIENDS AND FAMILY THAT HAVE BEEN HERE FOR ME....
AND YES " IF YOU SET SOMETHING FREE AND IT COMES BACK TO YOU IT WAS MEANT TO BE" I BELIEVE THAT....MAYBE ITS TIME TO SEE HOW THAT OLD SAYING REALLY WORKS...
THANKS SO MUCH FOR RESPONDING AND GIVING ME ALOT TO THINK ABOUT.....