sorry for the incomunicado, been goin though some real shit! the worst iswe lost our beloved "Sadie" 11yrs German Short Hair pointer, she was fine then one night my honey called me down to her I circled the wagons and went speeding through the night to a 24 hr Emergency vet. they did tests said surgery would fix her we were jubilent but I knew betterbut hld out hope I was wrong as none of us can ever be 100 percent all the time, we brought her home to heal she did well for 2 days my honey left for work and at 6:21am Sadie (always w/me sleeping w/me always laying on top she weighed 75lbs sorta scrunched up her paw so her nails woke me up again this time worse so my daughter and her freind got sadie in my car and it was on like donkeykong my daughter 2 min out from er hosp vet saud "MOM she's NOT BREATHING"i said yes she is just shallow so i put my hand by her face she liked my hand and nuzzled it we got there and put her on the floor doc came out to find a heart beat but he averted his eyes and I knew she was gone I really didn't care who was in the waiting room and before I knew it I was half on top w/her head on my arm just outta my mind bawling soon I pulled myself together and held the and comforted the the girls my worst thought was how to help my honey he raised her since a pup and the 6/22/00 was anniv of my moms death then I have surgery on july 1st have had streph throat for 10wks no meds will kill it so i am sick as hell. we picked sadies ashes up today and i started to bawl my head off AGAIN! write me w/some good news!
Loads of Love & Light!