Hi Silateer, thanks so much for helping me. That's very nice of you. You're so accurate with my past being full of energy and confidence. And about the trips and falls in the future, seriously, I thought they were over already! Are you saying they will be blessings in disguise? How can I get out of feeling like a prisoner with the 8 of Swords?
I see your past is marked by the Knight of Wands. You had energy and confidence! Sometimes you moved to quick without thinking about the end.
Currently your are feeling locked up like a prisoner. You cannot see the future as an author and you cannot move in that direction with the 8 of Swords.
The future for you is going to be filled with trips and falls, but they cannot be avoided. Infact I would say they are going to be the life lessons you need to make you work harder towards your goal. Success can be achieved here, but only through hard work and being relentless in working towards what you want - this is the 5 of Wands.