Hello fellow Gemini's, I am so glad that I found a place where I can relate to so many of you. Being the only Gemini in my family for so many years until my daughter came along it has been hard for others to understand me. June 16th is my day and I always look forward to the next year because as I get older number wise I refuse to age physically. I am always being told I look 10 years younger than I really am. I am a redhead which helps the motto of "The fire fury with the face of two evils. I can too be a loving and understanding person, but as soon as you get on my bad side your all done.

I totally agree with the split personality. Growing up as a kid I was the biggest tomboy around, I was the daredevil, the risk taker and if you told me I wouldn't dare do it, I did it and perfected it. As I reach a teenager I discovered I liked to dress up (no dresses) and make heads turn with the guys I realized that my true Gemini bloomed.

I too never trusted woman and still do not today, I have always found it east to get along with gay men and have many of them my best friends because I could trust them not to lie to me. I have had one female friend since elementary school who is Godmother to my daughter. And even though she is like my blood sister there are times that I just want to let her have it. She is a Taurus and like the sign she is definitely bull headed. I can only tolerate her at certain times then I will go for days sometimes weeks without talking to her. So many woman over the years have stabbed me in the back thinking that they would never be figured out, but with the witty mind that I have they soon learned otherwise.

As I blab here, I am just so excited that I can talk to other Gemini's who is going through the same thing I am. I am a jack of all trades, I have never finished anything that I have started and my mind wanders more than a new puppy in an open park. I am always second-guessing things whether I have done the right thing or not and that makes things difficult by trying to make wise decisions in my life. I too can not sit for long periods of time that is why I was a waitress for 15 years until someone ruined it for me. I made it to management only to have a fellow employee steal and I was blamed for it.

Even though I have so many talents I have my one dream to open a restaurant where I have the name, the menu and have even perfected all the food already to be on the menu, but once again because of past failures that dream is exactly what it is, A Dream.

I am an optimistic person and although I am not a regular churchgoer, and I don't read the bible or anything like that, I truly believe that God does things for a reason and that he takes care of what is needed in my life at that moment. I have been told that another one of my many trades is that I am a motivational speaker in sorts. I am always telling people to look at the bright side of things,and how things could be far worse than they are now. I always step up to the plate to take the burden off someone and let them know that I will fix it, and I always do. People know that they can come to me for advice and that most of the time what I give them works.

Sorry to have wrote a novel, but I know that I have others here that understand what I am going through where no one but a Gemini could tolerate this much rambling.

Thanks for lending an ear Gemini's