Dear Virgotarot, I have not done a cold tarot reading before. But I would love to try. ]

How incredibly generous of You!

I too, would love your insight.

I am literally at Zero. No home, no job, no vehicle, no money, a husband that will not work a conventional job and therefore rarely brings home cash, no friends, I have no family and my husbands family has grown impatient with his choice to not enter into the traditional 40-50 hour work week along with everyone else. Evidently, we are getting what we deserve. I feel very alone and that I am totally on my own to get myself and daughter into a better situation. I do keep asking myself, How in the world did I end up Here?!

My confidence is also hovering somewhere around zero too. I know I need to do something, but I just really do not know what ........

The good news is....... I guess that leaves everything wide open. It does create a problem of where to begin to get this show rolling in a new direction?

I am a novice at studying the tarot cards and I am very alone in my endeavor. The folks around me do not pay much credence to spiritual things. I would love to have a mentor or at least some other people who share the same interest, people to learn from. I am aware of the communities and teachers available on line......I really appreciate their work but so far, that process has seemed impersonal or I do not have the money to pay for more attention.

Can anyone advise me how to go about finding tarot experts or students in my town? I do not mean to sound dumb or stupid but is there a certain phrase I can Google or can I find answers in the Yellow Pages?

I would just love to experience the presence of someone who really has a passion and understanding of these incredibly beautiful and awesome cards.