i have a re-occurring dream. the theme is always the same even tho some of the details change. it's about where i live. the dream can be about an apartment, a house, a secret room, in a wharehouse, a storefront. i wake up feeling as if i had really lived there and occassionally i will dream about the same place.

there is a secret room, a round room with windows and window seats. i get there from different places, once from a wharehouse, once from a public restroom. the only person i've ever taken to this secret place is my grandmother (who has been dead for 33 years). what is the preocupation with where i live?

my grandfather used to do this and encouraged me to try it. i did try when i was much younger but had no success probably because of being so young i had no real focus. i'v been thinking about giving it another try which is why i've responded to this post..

one must be careful when trying new 'esoteric' adventures... once during an obe, i had to struggle to return to my body. 'somebody' else wanted in too. you learn as you go.