I am 28. I am not a bad looking and I have a mouth on me. Getting what I wanted at some point was easier. I broke with an ex girl friend who was younger to come back home 9 states away to a world no longer ment for me. In the midst of the train wreck of my last relationship I discovered someone from my past. Some one who wasn't close and for a year i pursued her. Strange enough I actually drove 10 hours to see her and she actually hid in her house.

Needless to say the madness continued and I held on to hope. It makes no sense why i stayed in this situation. Things never added up . I am not even sure if this person even had an ounce of truth to them. I never got any straight answers. I don't care for them. What I would like to know is will i have the pleasure to see her suffer like I have? Truthfully I only will feel satisfaction from that. I spent too much time. I could have gone back to my x. I deluded myself...for what? nothing.

I have done many readings and the one card that pulls up is the eight of swords. I m not sure if anyone cares to attempt to demystify this but it cant hurt.