It's been quite some time since I last posted on these forums. I'm thankful for my job and my wonderful boyfriend (six months and counting!)
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Asking for insight
From anyone who feels guided to answer.
My heart has been badly broken recently. It isn't the first time it's happened, but I'm afraid that I won't ever be able to open up and try to let someone in because I've been hurt so badly, so often, that I'd rather be alone than ever feel heartbroken again.
There was a fellow I was seeing this summer and he decided to not pursue things further because he "needed to get his life in order".
We were both at a party last week and I saw him as he really was. Don Juan.
I told him I still liked him anyway (I think I must be stupid) and he flat-out told me that I didn't want him and that I should move on.
So I will. (took his number out of my phone, deleted him on Facebook....)
But that doesn't change that I'm hurting and that doesn't change that I'm angry with myself for always falling for people who will never be interested.
What am I doing wrong? What am I doing that's scaring people away from me? What am I doing that's bringing all these jerks my way? It must be me. I'm the only constant in all of this.
My birthday is 9 November 1987, if it helps.
RE: Job reading, please?
And another update: Applied for a job teaching English to South Korean children over the internet and I've got an interview coming up. Teaching English to East Asian students has been something I've always wanted to do, so I'm really crossing my fingers for this job. (although I'd really rather GO to South Korea, if this is a way for me to get my foot in the door I'm going to try!)
Send me good vibes! Blessings to all of you.
RE: Scorpio girls & cancer girls make good friends for each other?
My very best friend in the world is a Cancer, so, yes they can.