It's been quite some time since I last posted on these forums. I'm thankful for my job and my wonderful boyfriend (six months and counting!)

Thank you, SalientLiving,

The jerks usually come to me. Usually.

Thanks again.

From anyone who feels guided to answer.

My heart has been badly broken recently. It isn't the first time it's happened, but I'm afraid that I won't ever be able to open up and try to let someone in because I've been hurt so badly, so often, that I'd rather be alone than ever feel heartbroken again.

There was a fellow I was seeing this summer and he decided to not pursue things further because he "needed to get his life in order".

We were both at a party last week and I saw him as he really was. Don Juan.

I told him I still liked him anyway (I think I must be stupid) and he flat-out told me that I didn't want him and that I should move on.

So I will. (took his number out of my phone, deleted him on Facebook....)

But that doesn't change that I'm hurting and that doesn't change that I'm angry with myself for always falling for people who will never be interested.

What am I doing wrong? What am I doing that's scaring people away from me? What am I doing that's bringing all these jerks my way? It must be me. I'm the only constant in all of this.

My birthday is 9 November 1987, if it helps.

Thank you.

And another update: Applied for a job teaching English to South Korean children over the internet and I've got an interview coming up. Teaching English to East Asian students has been something I've always wanted to do, so I'm really crossing my fingers for this job. (although I'd really rather GO to South Korea, if this is a way for me to get my foot in the door I'm going to try!)

Send me good vibes! Blessings to all of you.

Quick update: I set up an account at associatedcontent for freelance writing and I've applied at the nursing home here..keeping my fingers crossed.

Could you add me? I was laid off and have been out of work for almost a month and I'm really depressed because my family's on my case about it (but they won't look for work themselves).

Thank you.

...because we all have one.

I LOVE Ciro Marchetii's Gilded Tarot. It always works pretty well for me and the art is just GORGEOUS.

So what's your favorite?

My very best friend in the world is a Cancer, so, yes they can.

Thank you all so much and bless all of you.

I've got a job interview later this morning.

Sending out tons of gratitude and love......!

If you hurt your Scorp, that's probably the end of it. He might miss you, yes, but when we're done, we're done. Especially if someone hurts us.