Thanks Patchlove:) I guess it applies a little. He is afraid of losing his family because he is married. I know most people think its horrible. I didn't intend to break up a marriage, we just became friends.. for a long time ... he is my best friend in this whole world and I understand him not wanting to lose his kids but they are 38 and 40 I am hoping they will see how unhappy he is in his marriage and want their father to be happy but there mother is really playing the guilt card.. telling them she might commit suicide, she is sick it ;s his fault she follows him, reads his mail, checks his emails, and stuff you just wouldn't believe...Even went as far as to go to my beloveds mother who is 94 years old and get her all upset. So it's tough. Yet.....Even when he says it' s over and can't talk to me he always comes back.. I know he loves me. He has talked about a future...He is a capricorn though.so.... He is cautious.
I appreciate everyones concern I truly have felt so alone and It helps so much to talk. I am not a bad person.. please don't think I am a marriage wrecker.. I just found my soulmate. I am just crazy in love
Thank again and much love and blessings to you ~Princess