To the Captain,

Thank you for your input. My birthday is March 17, 1945 his is Feb 25. 1942 will welcome any advice

thanks so much

three years ago my high school sweetheart contacted me after loosing track of each other for 48 years. The last time I saw him was at his wedding. In 1962. He had 3 kids and divorced her twice. Anyways he contacted me he lives 600 miles away and I have went out to see him several times. He finally got around to tell me he was married and has attempted to end our relationship several times but keeps coming back. My marriage was not a good one but I stuck it out for 34 years. I have 2 kids. When I met him in the resturant on thankgiving day in 2006 I took my granddaughters with me to meet him. I was so nervous. He had his wife with him.

I love him with all my heart he says he has loved me all these years. Maybe he has maybe he hasn't. He says he don't love her he just married her so he wouldn't be alone. But I find no record of their marriage. He lives in Colorado. We have been to bed together. many times.

I was going to move out there as it is time for me to have a life of my own. The last e-mail I got from him was very loving and begging me to come visit him again. But then he tells me he has moved his computer into the living room and it will be harder to write to me as she might see him. That has been 7 days ago. I want so badly to write to him, but I am stubborn and I am going to wait just to see just how long it takes him to get around to writing me. I love him so very very much. It is a love I have never felt before. But he won't leave her due to her health. So I am trying to decide if I am wasting my time. I am 64 and my time to start a new life is fast coming to an end. I am still a very healthy active, sexy lady. Don't guess I expect anyone to have any suggestions for me, just basically venting how I feel, but if anyone has something to suggest I would be more than happy to hear from anyone. I am so lonely without him, I miss his sexy love letters. It is tearing me apart. But I am not picking up and moving to a strange town and take the chance he will decide he is tired of this affair. I really don't know what to do.

Thanks,

Barbara