I am so sorry to hear you are going through such a difficult time, and that your husband has brought you so much pain with his cruel words, and actions.Please know that no one on this earth has the right to abuse you, make you feel unwanted, unworthy, or unloved. You are a wonderful soul that deserves to be with someone who wants you, needs you and loves you.
As I was writing this reply one question keeps popping into my mind. I feel like I am suppose to ask you to ask yourself this one question. HOW MUCH DO I LOVE MYSELF?
Best wishes to you and your son's.